im going to make this short and simple...before my dad comes home and shout the hell out of me... TODAY my family will be GOIN BBQ!!!!yayayaya!!!at my cousin's condo at bukit panjang......ala..the one dat i wrote about in my previous entry.... the whole family will be there..aunts,uncles,cuzzie's...EVERYONE...its s ome sort of portluck party too and guess wat???? I CANT WAIT TO SWIM FOR FREE!!!!with those irritating but fun to be with cuzzie... so ya..dats it..will update more soon aits... TOODLES!!!!!!!!!!!!
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sinaran sang suria menghembusi jendela kamarku... kelihatan jam dinding menunjukan tepat jam 1030 pagi... aku bangkit dari katilku yang empuk..lalu menuju ke kamar mandi... selepas mencuci muka...aku terus mengemas rumah dan menjemur pakaian... kemudian menghantar adk ku yang berada di darjah satu ke sekolah tepat jam 1215... hari ini sama seperti hari yang lain... BOSAn,membosankan,kebosanan.. aku rasa diriku ini seperti burung yang berada di dalam sangkarnya... haiz...tidak sabar rasanya untuk ke sekolah pada tanggal 16 apri.. dapat ku temui ramai teman2 yang baru dan juga lama... sekolah baru,penggal baru... ********************** tepat jam 0630,selepas menolong ibu memasak lauk kari ayam dan sayur bayam... aku menyuruh adk ku,aqilah yang berada di menengah satu untuk mengambil adku dari sekolahnya...tetapi dia menghindari kata2 ku...kadangkala die sungguh degil dan kepala batu..tetapi tak mengapalah...aku malas untuk memarahinya...tak kuasa... jadi aku terpaksa pergi mengambil adk
1) What is your phone brand? - Nokia 2) What are the last 4 digits of your mobile number? -8331 3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? -darling..friday nitex abt 7plus cn accompany miie go jp? 4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? -erm...forgot??lost some of my contacts la.. 5) Who's the last person you rang? - the venture era company 6) Who was your last missed call from? -same as above..i think.. 7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under 'D'? -Dad's 8) What does the last message in your inbox say? -asalammualaikum..nga uat pe? 9) Who comes up under 'J'? -jasmine 10) Go to your Sent Items,what does the 10th message say? -ibu suroh bli daun kari... 11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under 'S'? -Sasha -Saiful -i've lost all some of my other contacts la dey.. 12) What's your network provider? -starhub 13) How many messages are currently in your inbox? -91..haha..since feb..cause ive change my phone back
cant sleep..so decided to blog... ...i saw 5 missed calls on my phone just now...the strange thing is i dont know all those different numbers...futhermore who the hell would call me late at nite...i finally had the answer to dat...i picked up the phone despite the fact dat my ppaid is low...GUESS WHO IT WAS??iT WAS RAJ...haha..but too bad my phone just went off by itself..the batt was flat...so i didnt hav the chance to continue asking why the hell he wud called me at dat time...den i used my home phone to dialled the number...no answer..tried many times but still..NO ANSWER...i was curious...so continue dialing dat number...fianally..someone picked it up...but it was not raj..someone else...i was like.. OPSS..den he told me dat he was from venture era explaing bout their company was shortlisted and want ppl for the job experience...bla..bla..bla..NO WAY im going back to dat company...just not the type to go through this type of jobs... so went to kfc...with my sis...thought of going j
slept at ard 4am yest...wah...seriously..cannot sleep la...cause i listened to "misteri jam 12 at RIA"..some of the stories being told by listeners ar erm..ok2la..some scary,some not...the most unforgetable one to me is got this cik kak behind the bedroomdoor and the head of that thing goes shaking from left to right..(mcm geleng-geleng gituk) staring at a young kid who cant sleep on her bed...den wen im lying on my bed after watching CSI..i avoid myself not to look behing the door...hahahah..scared la.. den three days ago was the scariest ever la...the dj received a call from i dont know wat that thing is....THE VOICE was SO scary LA....mcm menyeramkan gituk...hahaha... i think someone or sumting disturbed him.. kk..so wats the plan for today??goin out wit sis to eat KFC..haha..long time never eat there ar...after dat maybe go window shopping.. AND i hate DAT NEIGBOUR OF MINE!!! FUCK AR SHE!!!dat ah soh..nyonya...ARGH!im so agitated by her la...SHE wud just screamed for no
everytime before sleep,i wud always tell myself not to oN the comp and to blog the next day cause im getting bored&tired with the daily routine which is to clean,clean and clean at home WITHOUT RECEIVING ANY CENTS AT ALL and i dont know wat to write in my entry......BUT den..temptation still arise... so yar...here i am...still blogging...still not sure wat to write...maybe i shudnt update like some of my frens who did not update their blog... CMON gUYS...update ur blog la...ISINT there anyting dat u want to share or talk bout??? hmm...nvmla...i cant force them..its their own will... anw...i dont noe wat to do with my spoilt 5300 phone now...the ppl from nokia called yest saying dat i can pick up my phone anytime cause it really seriously cannot be fixed...so guess even though my cuzin werk there,STILL NOTHING cudnt be done...shud i sell dat thing??i browse some adds in the newspaper..some say they wanted cash for some spoilt phone...SHUd i trade my phone wit cash??haiz..im still i
I AM SO INTO THIS SONG BY MUSE..the song dat u ar listening to now in my blog...im really hooked into it..the beat,rhytm and everything la!i even called radio,power98 yest to request for this song...and they played for me!!!! so here u go the lyrics of TIME IS RUNNING OUT BY MUSE..I AM SO ADDICTED to it!! I think I'm drowning.. asphyxiated.. I wanna break this spell.. that you've created.. you're something beautiful.. a contradiction.. I wanna play the game... I want the friction... you will be the death of me.. you will be the death of me.. bury it.. I won't let you bury it.. I won't let you smother it... I won't let you murder it... our time is running out.... our time is running out.... you can't push it underground... you can't stop it screaming out... I wanted freedom.. bound and restricted... I tried to give you up... but I'm addicted... now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation.. you'd never dream of... breaking this fixation....
learning to drive a car was awesome!!!!!! eventhough i only learn how to drive it for 10mins..not so profesional learning but its really worth it...dad showed me the basics like the gear,brake and the stering...fun lah!almost hit the other cars...and even the ppl walking around it..hahaha... im still waiting for the right time to hav my very own license eventhough im already 18 now..hmm... den i can hav my very own car..yay!
wasuup...............!heheheeh... hmm...just finished cleaning,sweeping and mopping the floor..heez...sis fried some hot dogs...gonna hav a bite later...yumMy!!!later my dad will fetch mum from werk wit his SO CALLED new car..im goin to follow him..and im gonna learn how to drive it!yay!!! well...wats the topic for today???lets see...erm....aha!!lets talk bout my crushes...hahaha...actually i read one of my fren's blog entry and she blogged bout her crushes...so..im goin to do the same thing here...hahahah...im goin to list down all my secret admire and crushes...so...lets go down memory lane.....weeeee.. my first secret admire was in pri 4...his name was MD NAZRUL..he sat beside me in claz...and boy,he was so decent looking with his specs on...haha..i remembered my other classmates always make fun of us..hehe..fiqah love nazrul..nazrul love fiqah...hahah...funnyla.. PRI 5 his name was iRfan..he was a quite mischievious boy but still he did not neglect his studies..quite a bright
hey..hey... just came back from jp..accompanied RIN to buy only her shoes for her course at ITE ..den she bought new jeans and some other stuff lah...it turns out den we went shopping instead..hahah...damn..goin out wit her was fun lah...the madness both of us had...eh rin...ko mmg btol2 gilerr ar!!hehehe... she blanje me LONg john...THANKS SYG..hehehe... hmm...thanks to her again im beggining to get addicted to muse and some other songs which ive never heard in my entire life..the type of songs dat i dont listen to...so ya..im beggining to enjoy the beat and rhythm... lalalala...planning to play pool...and maybe to go bugis wit her but got one problem ar...got no money sia!to top my ezlink some more...haiya.... hmm..den her bdae is coming...oPps!heheh.. hmm..wat else shud i say.... erm...nOTIN!!!! Mum's not cooking today...haiz...
i dont noe wats wrong wit me these few days...i get paranoid on every single thing dat strucked me..haiz...i dont noe how to xplain...all i can do now is to let all my emotions out in this precious blog of mine...haiz.... speaking of emotions...another thing dat strucked me the most is dat i kept thinking bout HIM...thoughts of him keep playing in my mind...am i missing him???i dont wan to miss or even think bout him anymore... think the reason why i kept thinking bout him because of dat day i accompanied my sis to ite simei..u noe travelling inside the mrt can be so FUCKING bored den when the train stopped at KALLANG...memories of him came back hitting my mind and soul... i get to know HIM(i shall not revealed his name,only those close to me knows bout tiz) in early 2004...i was in sec 4 back then...a close fren of mine gave my number to him cause she's too lazy to entertain him...so yar...we smsed each other..he was a year older than me..then finally he wanted to meet me...at fi
hmM..the day began as usual..was in the middle of this weird and funny dream..den sunddenly i woke up still thinking wether im still in the dream land or not..hahahz...hm..ok..not gonna continue anymore..hahz...ok..i got so many things to write here..so lets begin... 22/3/07(yesterday) AcCompanied my sis to ite simei for like maybe the last and ever time going there..paid her fees and bought her uniform..her uniform is like way different from mine..of courselah,she's in college east while im in college west..u can compare the pics below..heez... futhermore,there's like a lot of guys there..while in my sch there were more gals and minahs which i dislike...so at ite simei i saw hidayat..its been so long since i last saw him..yar..we talked abit as he was rushing to settle some things.. to think bout it right,i shud have choose dat school cause its like so huge,new and sophiscated...den i get to explore the eastern side of singapore at the same time enjoy the panorama there..heez
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!my comp is back to business...haha..i tried to on the pc just now and yah..it can be on...heeeeez...though its weird why suddenly it is ok now compared to the last few days..hahz.. haiz..so ya..i tried to transfer the pics..but then nothing came on..i think there's sumting wrong wit my thumbdrive..too bad sia..so many nice pics inside the memory card but it cant be transfered..so how??i dont noe wat to do now..i tried other methods..by goin to ppl's hse and try to transfer the pics on their computer..but still cannot...so i guess the problem lies on the thumbdrive..well..the only way now is to just print out the pics la..haiz..i thought of uploading all those pics inside my blog but guess not..haiz...sorry guys... so..went to ite clementi just now accompanied by my dad..hahz..there,i filled up some forms and took picture for my ezlink card..and ya..met a new friend...heezzzz...the name's NORA..very friendly gal..hahz..humorous and not arrogant..she e
im now at my cuzin hse..still trying to figure out how the hell am i goin to transfer all the pic dat was taken at sentose during the claz gathering..my comp is having problem now..den yest oso i tried goint go fiza hse to transfer the pic to her labtob..but still cannot..i think theres somethin wrong wit the thumbdrive..or isit the memory card?? anw guys..plz be patient k..i will try my best to transfer all those pic and send to ur email..give me some time and i hope u understand my situation..
ok..i think i might get into retail course at ITE CLEMENTI.. hahahahahaha...dat was wat the guy mention just now when i called at ite simei... he mentioned to me dat my interview at ite clementi was a success..and they will inform me all the details latest by 2nd april... actually i went to ite simei for dat interview...the qn was.. QN:so wat ar u here for?? MY ANS:for the retail interview la DUH! QN:so ar u a gd gal?? MY ANS:of course i am.. QN:(while checking my report book)so u ar in the top 5%? MY ANS:(actually i didnt noe dat)erm..ya i am..(giggling to myself) QN:ar u willing to travel from jurong west all the way to simei? MY ANS:of coz i'm willing..if not i wont be here la..dey.. QN:so how many siblings u hav? MY ANS:(is dat qn so important)erm..5 sis 1 bro.. QN:wat's ur parents occupation? MY ANS:(another not so important qn.)my dad is a cisco officer and my mum is a helper at civil defence.. QN:wat do u noe bout RETAIL? MY ANS:(hah!finally the important qn of them al
Cause I've had enough you were, there by my side ... Always down for the ride.. But your, joy ride just came down in flames.. Cause your greed sold me out of shame ... After all of the stealing and cheating.. You probably think that I hold resentment for you but.. oh no, youre wrong.. Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do .. I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through .. So I wanna say thank you .. Cause it makes me that much stronger.. Makes me work a little bit harder .. It makes me that much wiser.. So thanks for making me a fighter .. Made me learn a little bit faster... Made my skin a little bit thicker... Makes me that much smarter .... So thanks for making me a fighter.. Never saw it coming ... All of your backstabbing... Just so you could cash in .. On a good thing before I realized your game .. I heard you're going round .. Playing the victim now.. But don't even beginFeeling I'm the one to blame' ... Cause you dug your own grave
the first ever time i had a proper meal of breakfast....heeee!dad bought for all of us nasi lemak...hmm...so wats the plan for today?? notin much...guess im just rotting at home la...damn BORED sia.. the least i cud do at home later is to just do laundry,clean the ever messy hse and to fold the clothes inside the basket dat is mounting up rite to the ceiling..hahaz...i guesss doing some hse werk wont make me fel so F**KING bored at home... hey did i mention to u dat adk(my 2nd sis)cut her hair??hahaz..well.she looks..kinda of okla..i told her not to cut her hair but still,she wont listen to me...now she herself regrets..keep on saying she hates her hairhahaha..dont wori la sis..ur hair will soon grow back again.. ouh ya!i got a letter from ite simei saying dat i was shortlisted for retail..the weird thing is i chose clementi but in the end they throw me at simei...so okla..didnt expect i wud get into retail..was hoping for a better course like info-com or multimedia..but still...i hope
the day began me waking up at 930 to meet x... so i quickly like get myself dressed ..so i zoomed out frm my hse at ard 1015..suddenly x msg me saying dat met at 2..i was like wat??i was inside the damn bus..ok nvm..i proceed goin to jp..ALONE..notin to do wen i reached there..just walk2..ALONE again..im like feeling a bit paiseh sia..somemore..there were like so many ppl at jp...so...while waiting for 2pm,i asked my sis to come down at meet me..very boring u noe..so she and my little sis came down.. treat my little sis at mcd and right after dat headed to the library where she wanted to return some books...damn..the weather was like so hot sia..its burning right into my skin..hahaha..so ya.. after all dat,send my sis home but too bad..my dad dont let me go out again..so the meeting with x was cancelled..heh..sorry yar.. walau ku mencuba, untuk melupa.. namun ku tidak berdaya.. terasah gelisah bila kau tiada.. aku pun keliru, terdiam membisu.. terasa bagai kehilanganmu...........
had a very hard time waking up just now...and wen i woke up,i suddenly got so tensed up,feeling grumpy and cranky..dono whyla..maybe because mum and dad woke me so early to send my sis to dat stupid mendaki tuition...somemore i only had like three hours of sleep after helping hasan to edit his blog and at the same time editing mine too... so ok..i got up on my feet feeling really pissed..cause of not having enough sleep and i was like shouting at my dad..haiz..sorry dad..maybe im just too tired to send fatin...so after a quick shower,i grabbed my army pants and my red cross tshirt and quickly changed into them..by the time i did all that,it was already 8.45..fatin is late..so quicly headed to the bus stop..wen i reached there,i get more agitated and frustrated cause for like 15 mins the stupid 99 bus did not showed up..waiting for dat damn bus is like waiting for the snow to fall.. futhermore there is this two nyonya sitting on the bench talking so loudly as if the world belongs to th
notin much to say.. except that i wen to NUH for my appointment..ALONE.. for the first time...and on the way there..i took mrt and inside the train..i was so mentally disturbed..due to the ppl ard me that use my previous phone..5300..still quite devastated that the fact my phone is spoilt now..i only used that thing only for three months u noe..and its still NEW..who wudnt be sad rite..?kk..anw lucky dad supports me by saying dat he will do sumting that will make me atleast smile byaccompanying me to wheelock place at orchard when he's free la, to like persuade them to do sumting to my spoilt phone..of coz..sumting shud be done rather than to just keep the phone for the next ten years.. I LOVE U DAD! so i went to nuh..my queue number was 1110..so the number 1100 showed up..without rechecking my number to make sure its correct.i just zoomed into the doctor's room..of coz i knocked in first la..so wen i was in..the doc and nurse looked at me one kind..i was like why the hell ar
THERE GOES MY HARD EARNED PHONE.. .THE PHONE THAT I TREASURED ALOT... so sad..it cant be fixed..yest the staff told me that it cant be REPAIRED..get it??haiz..dono wat la she say..wat mother board thingy inside my phone is damp..so ya..dats it.nothing can be done ... MY PHONE IS DEAD!MALFUNCTIONED! so i did not give up..i called the nokia careline service..they told me that the staff at causeway point shudnt say dat my phone is spoilt and nothing can be done..they told me that the staff shud book in my phone..so that atleast they can see wats really goin on wit my phone...so the person told me that i shud go back there and tell the staff werking there to book in my phone..wether it can really be repaired or not.. in order for me to book in dat phone i hav to pay20-30 bucks..but they cannot confirmed wether they can really fixed my phone..if it can be fixed..well i hav to pay at least the same amount dat i bought this phone..around..350+..which is a huge sum...that one if can be repaire
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont noe wats wrong wit me...haiya.. F**K sia! just now went to jp wit my sis..go walk2 and eat at banquet..then dad asked to buy him carrot cake and rojak for my mum.so i ordered la..den after dat i didnt realise that i put MY ONE AND ONLY 5300 NOKIA PHONE in side the bag that contain the rojak..so after that my sis and i happily go shopping..but shirts and other stuff la... THEN SUDDENLY I REALISED THAT MY PHONE is full of the rojak stuff..cause the grvay has fallen from inside the packet itself..iTS SO YUCKY SIA .... im am so cant believe that my phone is spoilt now... i cant even on the damn thing now.... i seriously am feeling devastated wit my situation...i mean the phone is still new and not even one year yet... F**K it la! haiz..so tmr im goin to get that thing repaired wit my sis at causeway point...hopefully wit the warranty card given,i dont hav to pay a single cent for the charges.... HOPEFULLY... well in order for that to
I DONT GET IT! I SIMPLY DONT GET IT!!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW ,BOILING OF ANGER IS ERUPTIN IN MY CHEST!! SERIOUSLY,IM FRUSTRATED,ANGRY AND MAD!! WHY ARE THERE SUCH PPL IN THIS WORLD WHO NEVA THINK TWICE BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING?? AR THEY BEING DUMB OR WAT? SHE'S JUST BEING SELFISH..SHE ONLY CARES BOUT HER OWN FEELINGS..HOW BOUT MINE??HAV U EVER THOUHT OF DAT BEFORE,HUH???!!!! SHE STILL HAV THE NERVE TO SAY THAT TO ME YEST.. IM SO F***ING PISSED WITH HER REACTIONS AND BEHAVIOUR TOWARDS ME..SERIOUSLY... EVEN THOUGH HER WORDS AR NOT HARSH, I STILL CUDNT ACCEPT THAT..GET IT?? GROW UP GAL!!!THINK BOUT HOW OTHERS FEEL.. NOT JUST UR FEELING ONLY... BE INDEPENDent FOR ONCE..DONT RELY ON OTHERS!! I HOPE U WOULD CHANGE UR WAY OF THINKING.. MIND WAT U SAY.. U DONT EVEN REALISE THAT BY SAYING SUCH THINGS.. U HURT ME ALOT..U JUST SIMPLY WONT GET IT.. ONE MORE THING... IM NOT THE TYPE OF GALS U THINK I AM! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mum gave me 50 bucks yest for our daily expenses since i had quit my job....i had to share dat 50 bucks wit my sister..so i got 25 and the same amount for her too...so wat was my reaction?? HaaaaaaaaaPpYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyYYYYYY!!!! but now the 50 bucks is gone..gone as in it was lost,misplaced...F**K sia!!!where the hell sia??it cudnt just vanished by itself rite..i saw my sister rolling dat 50 note on my bed last nite..some sort of playing wit it la..at the same time planning wat to buy wit dat money..den suddenly after watching ugly betty yest..the money just bhoomed..disappeared..search high and low for it but still cudnt be found...so instead of being happy and delighted... now im feeling.. FRustratedddddddddddddd!F**K! was thinking to top up my ezlink wit dat money..but guess...NOT!
had a hard time sleping yest... well..i slept at ard 4 or 5??hmm..keep on tossing and turning on my bed... dono why i cant sleep..seriously im becoming to turn into an owl..i wud stay awake till late in the morning and i wud sleep in the afternoon..heh..funny rite.. ok..notin much to say..except dat im F**KING bored staying at home..i tink im gonna find myself a job..hmm..any job wud do la...as long as i dont hav to be stuck sitting at home all day long... and u noe wat..mum talked to me yest..a one to one talk bout my future..she asked me wether i wan to retake my o LvLs again or not..of coz i disagree wit dat..i am not gonna waste my time retaking again at dat sch of mine..sqss..hahz..just too much memories la dey..some more i am turning a year older than my peeps..of coz the ans is no!i already retake my PSLE once so im not gonna do the same thing for mY o..i wanna move on wit live..experiencing new things for me.. but then again.after much thinking rite..maybe my mum was rite..who
i donO wat else to say.................. i am speechless............... i dono wat do now................... i'm confused.............. will u be there for me?? i guess dat i shud forget bout tiz nursing course....it keeps on playing in my mind.........will u just go away???F**K! anw i would like to thank some ppl for encouraging and giving me their support..thanks alot guys... so i reapplied for a different course..office,tourism,info-com and multimedia..the results would be out on the 15march..and again i hav to wait like foreva...hopefully i get into any of those course...plz......plz......just give me any damn course and i promise i wud study hard for it..i just wanna continue school u noe...plz k...dont disappoint me again... so friends..gals&guys..cousins..anyone who read tiz plz plz plz pray hard for me kkk... hanya tuhan sahaja yang akan membalas jasamu... (only god will
seriously i cant sleep now..my eyes ar swollen.. hav been crying and crying and crying... guess my hope to be a nurse just went down the drain...haizz.... :( kla..maybe..my sis was rite..my mum was rite..hasan was also rite..chat wit him and zal at the same time just now.... nursing is not suitable for me...there's still other courses for me rite??i hope.. im sorry guys..its just i hav no mood to go vivo..hope u understand my situation..
I AM SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED AND FREAKING PISSED RITE NOW !!! F **K! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW COME I DONT GET IN??WHY??WHY WAS I NOT SUCESSFUL?? HOW COME THE REST OF MY FRENS GOT IN BUT NOT ME?? NURUL,SHIV,NADIA N IZFA GOT IN..EXCEPT FOR ME??? TIZ IS NOT FAIR DAMN IT!!!JUST BECAUSE I WAS DIAGNOSED WIT ASTHMA,THEY CANNOT ACCEPT ME ISIT?? FUCK LA!
I am unwritten, can't read my mind.. I'm undefined.. I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned.. Staring at the blank page before you.. Open up the dirty window.... Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find .. Reaching for something in the distanceSo close you can almost taste it.. Release your inhibitions.. Feel the rain on your skin ... No one else can feel it for you ... Only you can let it in ... No one else, no one elseCan speak the words on your lips.... Drench yourself in words unspoken... Live your life with eyes wide open .... Today is where your book begins ... The rest is still unwritten............................. wat the hell does he wan from me??yest was like the third time he msged me..will u just leave me alone damn it?so wat if i knew u for like two years now??i regreT knowing u in the first place..i dont care..go live yr own live n stop bothering me...do things wit ur galfren.not me..k... ok..well..its been raining like