An exception

Let's pretend for a second you don't know who I am And what I do, lets just put it do the side I can feel your heart beating,  I can hear you breathing try to see into your mind See into your soul No limits, to the levels me and you can go when it's me that is in control.. The way you tell me that you want it, not saying a thing The way you got me going ,got me out of my brain I see us going at it and out of them lanes I don't want your innocence, I don't want you to stutter I don't want a commitment and I don't want you to suffer I want you to wonder Pulsating,hyperventilating.. The force in your thoughts..

 Insomnia , u know when u can actually choose to rest when the kids are all soundly asleep but here I am pondering about irrelevant stuff.  Sometimes I feeeel so stupid or naive or I don’t know gullible?. U know u can really tell if someone actually appreciate the stuff u did. Apparently not I shud just keep silent. 

 Wow just wow… I managed to recover my blogger email and password and tadaaaa… my last entry ,vividly remember I drafted and publish it at work after attending to my last patient concurrently waiting for my shift to end.. ahh those days in raffles hosp.. of cos back then I was carefree; not much responsibility. Fast forward things change ..two’s a tango three’s a crowd they say.. alhamdulilah blessed with 2 boys and a girl.., can be overwhelming at times. Contented ,definitely.however; Still waiting for that moment for me to get back to the corporate world.  miss having adult conversations .  Sometimes I talk to the wall. . Pls don’t call me crazy.. And of cos the one ☝🏻  الله سبحانه وتعالى