soOn..wE wiLL saY goOdbye tO 2o06..aLL thOse mEmoRieS i haD..hapPy oNeS aNd cheErfUl oNes wiLL reMainEd iN the diAry oF mA LiFe..BUT thOse hOrriBle,saD oNEs wiLL soOn bE erAsED In mA 18 yRs oF Living..i juSt waNt To fOrgEt waTeVA daT haPpeNed in 2006 and opEn a nEw chaPter OF ma Life iN 2007..i hoPe thinGS wiLL gO oN weLL juSt foR mE.. haPPy nEw yeAr i gueSs!!weLcOmE 2007 wiTh a whoLe nEw beginNinG... CheErs! ******************************************************* i guEss thAt hapPineSs caN oNly cOmE juSt a whiLe fOr mE..sHouLd aLL thiNgS muSt cOme tO an eNd??? i diD mEntiOn thAt i waS feELinG quiTe haPpy in mA pRevioUs eNtrY bUT i gueSs Im nOt feELinG haPpy aNymOrE..iN faCt i feLt teRriBLe..saD..disSapoiNTed,saD,miSerAbLe,dEJecTeD..ETC....HaiZ.. i dOnt knO weThEr I ShUD mEntiOn wHy I feLt tHis waY oR nOt..eVen If I teLL..WiLL aNyOnE bOthEr To caRe hOW I feLt??i thInK ItS BetTer DaT I jUSt keEp iT To MySeLf..LeT ME jUST sUfFer In siLeNcEi gueSs Ma LifE dOesNt tUrN oUt tHE waY i waNt I...
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two moRe daYs aNd it'LL bE mA firSt monTh werKinG aT waTson.. how timE reaLLy fLieS..hmM.. anD guesS waT?? thE moE haD aLreadY pUt $279 inTo mA baNk acCounT..yaY!!weLL actuaLLy daT monEy is foR mE tO contInuE oN wiT mA studieS aS iM haVinG finaNciaL prObLeMs u seE..duE tO thE LargE famiLy i haVe..so i guesS abiT oF heLp wiLL bE graTefuL aNd i aPpreciaTE aLL thosE heLp daT i receiveD.. anw..i'LL bE ofF tiZ cuminG sUn..DAMN!!!i'LL bE boreD agaiN stayinG aT homE..haiZ..watS alreadY beinG pLanNed waS canceLLEd..reaLLy LookinG foRwaRd tO iT buT i gueSs noT..abiT disapPointeD buT heY..LetS LoOk on thE brighT siDe oF LifE kk..geT tO watcH tV at home and yA..NOt foRgetTinG thE tonnes of chores i neEd tO do sucH aS..cLeaninG,waShinG,drYinG..waT eLsE diD i miSs??yA dusTINg..etC..EtC..haiZ..tis iS wat hapPen weN u'rE a gal anD eLdesT in The famiLy.. sumTimeS i wish i werE a guY..haiZ..guesS not riTe.i aM whO i aM ritE noW..haHz.. therE wiLL be a cLasS gathErinG tiS saT..toO baD i...
so far werkiNg wit ma manager waS quitE oK jus now.. she did not scoLd me oR anytiNg..hahaZ.. den i foRgot to mentiOn dat i neEd tO weaR tiS stupiD aproN..not foR coOking oF coz buT fOr sOme stupiD promoTion.. haV hearD boUt thE LatesT shampOO daT waS beinG adveRtiseD in tV??yuP..itS caLLed CleaR shampoo.hAhaZ.. foR thosE who diD nOt knoW..gO and waTcH tV LAR..sOme stupiD aNd Lame advertiSemEnt thEy aireD..haHaz.. anD one morE thinG..ivE tO weaR a chriStmAs haT yAY!!haHa.. u thinK i Like it????NOPE!!!! itS verY hoT aNd stuFFy plUs thE aPrOn..soMe moRe the aiR coNditiOn therE iS SpoiLt..haiYa!!! tmR i wiLL bE iN tHE afterNoOn shiFt..and iTs StiLL rainIng untiLL noW..hmM.. kLA.. daTs aLL foR the dAY!!! buByeZ!! ~FiQX~
akU taK mengErti aPa yaNg kU rasA..riNdU yaNg taK peRnaH beGitU heBaTnyA.. aKu meNciNtaimU..LebiH daRi yaNg KAu taHu..mEsTi kAu taKKaN pErnaH taU.. haHaz..sOmE LyriCs i jusT wrOte..bORinG LAR... mY mUM,daD FatiN aNd maTin aRe aLL Out maKinG paSspoRT..sUdDEnLy i jusT reMembeREd..wHeRE thE heLL dId i puT mA pasSpoRt..?? daMN iT i hAv tO fInd daT tHinG..waT iF sudDenLy mA mUm saiD.."K..tMr wE wILL aLL bE goIN tO mSiA fOr hOLidaY." i'L bE deaD..hMm aNw..i wILL bE weRKinG..sO dOnt tINk caN gO riTe..haHAz.. acTuaLLy i gOt HouSeweRK cHoreS tO DO buT i cHoOSe tO juSt BLog fiRSt..haHAz..iM in thE midDLe oF sweEPinG thE fLOOr nOW..aFTER daT dO thE LauNDrY aNd fOLd thE cLEAN onEs iN mA roOM..tonNES oF thEM aND iTS mountiNG uP riGht uP tO tHE ceiLInG..haHZ..tiZ iS WaT u DO weN u R nOT weRKing..sO maNy chOREs neEd tO dO.. sudDENLY haV thiS feELinG..evEN thoUGH itS LIkE beEn 1 yrS+..i thiNk iM noT misSINg hIM..i juST waNt hiM eraSed iM mA mEmoRies..iM gLAD i geT tO knOw soMEONe knEw ...
ivE beEn feELing quitE hapPy LateLy..donO whY.. eveN thougH daT baStarD is goiNg tO jaiL...didNt feEl saD aT aLL.. aLa..doNOlA..somE stupiD feELinGs i havE.. daMn i aM sO broKe ritE noW...no monEY!!!as iN totaLLy broKe..wisH daT monEy cuD juSt easiLy faLL froM thE skY..buT guesS noT.. totaLLy glAd mA colLeaguS aT waTsOn aLwaYs heLpEd mE bY LendiNg mE monEy tO buY foOd..sO toucHed bY theM.. yaY..iM ofF tmR......wOhooOOOOOOoooo!!!! aND noW iM ouT oF wOrdS..haHaz.. aLaLa...kLa.. bUbyEz peEps!! ~FiQX~
hapPy..sO hapPy....heHe.. geT tO knoW a neW frEn.. thE namE iS iS weLL....nOT goiN tO mentiOn whO.. geT tO knoW hIm froM freNstEr.. jusT finD hiM soO cutE... heHe.. hoPe he'S thE reaL onE foR mE..oOps.. perAsaN bToL.. weLL.. doNt waNt To hoPe toO mucH LaR.. jusT goiN wiT thE FLow.. btW..iM sO daMn broKe rite noW..i LovE mA coLLeaguEs at waTson..theY aR niCe pPL u evA meEt..esPeciaLLy tiNtiN mA suPervisOr.. daMn i haTe mA managEr..eveRY LitTLe thinG i dId,waNt tO scOLd.. HATE HER SOOO MUCH!!!! aM nOt gonNa taLk aNy siNGLe woRd tO hEr..excepT maYbE thosE imPortaNt stuFf onE La..sTILL!!i wonT taLk aNy uniMPortaNt stufF tO heR..caNt waiT To geT mA saLarY aND geT ouT froM thEre.. kLA.. moRninG shifT tMR.. taTaz peEpZ..! ~FiqX~
i guesS i caN onLy bLog onE daY peR weEk..caUse oF mA bZ daYs weRkinG.. sO faR itS mA 2nD weEk weRKinG..aNd ovEraLL iTs oK lAh..mA suPervisOr iS Ok n the maNagEr sHe stArT taLkinG tOO me..LiyaNa thE nEw staFF theRe iS aLsO bEinG veRy kInd wiTh mE..shE gaVe mE mONeY yesT fOr mE tO bUy foOd..i waS Like sO toucHed caUse iM seriOusLy bRokE riTe nOw..sHes a gD frEn tHOugH sHe LikEs tO scOLd baD wOrDs eveRytimE..kwaNg3 aNw i waS LikE sO shocKed weN pPl staRt tO tagGed mE afTer waT i saiD im ma previOuS entrY..n wHo thE heLL iS tHis "GirL"??? iVe gOt tHe rIte tO saY waTeva i waN tO saY oK..waTevA iT iS..thAnkS.. acTuaLLy i doNt knOw waT eLse tO sAy..iM LikE ouT oF wOrDs noW..haHaz.. yA n mA siS..sHe iS sO daMn LucKy..LucKy aS in veRy LucKy..guYs treaTinG hEr heRe aNd thERe..gO jLn..nOt tO saY iM jeaLouS..gueSS sHe iS stiLL LucKy thOugH..stiLL haPpy foR heR..gD LucK siS..iN waTevA u dO..cHooSe tHe riGhT dEcisIon kieZ.. :) hEy whY aM i suDDenLy taLkinG bOuT hEr..hAhAz.. kLa.. i WaN ...
ivE reaLise onE thinG... isiT reaLLy woRth bLogGinG???.. i meAn doeS anYonE waN tO bothEr waTeva ivE wriTten iN mA LivE..oR waTeva daT haPpeneD.. juSt Look aT iT.. nO one bothEr waNt tO tagGed mE OR LinK mE.. haiZ.. aNw..iTs beEn onE weEk ivE beEn weRKing iN waTson.. itS Like veRy daMn tiRinG aNd bOrinG.. some moRe weN theRe iS nO cusTomeR.. weRkiNg..bUt nO weRk tO dO..haHaz.. tHeN theRe iS onE neW stafF daT joinEd uS.. thE naMes LiyaNa.. sHe okLa..keEps on taLkinG boUt hEr boYfrEn..Bla.BLa.. dO i eveN caRe?? noPe.. i donT.. weLL shE stiLL kinD enOuGh thoUgh.. aTLeasT iM noT aLonE weN breaK timE.. a freN tO taLk toO.. cuD stiLL reMembEr thE firST feW days.. i sLePt in thE neaResT kopitIAm duRinG brEaK tiMe, hAhAZ!!mCm paisEH poN adE giTuk.. deN nOW goT hEr..LifE iS nOT daT boRinG aftERALL dURinG mA wERktIme.. hMm.tMr stiLL gOt weRk afTERNoOn sHifT.. aNd Im haVinG thIS coLd..kEep On sneEziNg.. hoPe i wILL geT beTTer soOn.. aNd oMg i haVe tO waIT fOr nExt yR jAn 7 fOr mA paY.. daMn iVe t...
mY thirD daY aT woRk todaY.. overaLL waS fuN.. buT waS sO daMn tiRed maN..8 hrS oF weRkinG.. fuLL tiMe somEmoRe..waT tO dO..i waNt tO eaRn mOneY.. bUy aLL the thiNgs i waNt.. sO faR tHe pPl aT waTsOn here aRe vEry fRienDLy.. siTi iS 20,RoziE 23 aNd tiNtiN a myaNmmAr woRkeR.. veRy fUn weRkinG wiTh aLL tiZ pPl.. noT foRgeTinG a paRtimEr whoSe nAme is ninI.. sHe quiTe oK La..doEsnT taLk muCh.. saMe goEs tO cYnthiA..mA stOre mAnaGer.. gEt scOLdIng fRoM heR juS noW..hEhez.. caUse oF smaLL misTakE.. tHe casHier thinGy.. weLL pPl maKe misTakEs riTe.. basicaLLy mA joB iS jUS To bE a casHier,puT IN stocK.. wiPe aLL thE duSt..hoUse cLeaninG aLL thoSe La.. rearrAngE tHe stuFF theRe.. kLa..gTg nOw.. doNT wanNa misS mA favOuriTe shOw.. ChaRrMeD yaY!! oMg.. iM weRkinG morninG shiFt tmR.. haiZ.. kLa.. ]taKe caRe.. ~FiQX..
haiZ..ma peEpss..yesT 211106 waS thE gradUatioN cerEmonY fOr uS..wHicH iS aLsO thE LasT daT aLL oF us wiLL meEt eacH othEr aS ClasMateS.. seRiouSLy aM gonNa misH thEm sOo mucH..esPeciaLLy mA deaResT foRm teaCheR mR noEL onG..hE has beEn thEre foR mE whEnevA i haD thIs prObLem..wHicH..ahEm..donT waNt tO mentiOn La..hE heLpeD mE setTlE aNd aLsO gaVe me aDviceS wHicH is irRepLacaBLe tO mE.. hE Is tHE kinDesT,caRinG aNg tHE moSt joKeR teaCheR i eVa haD..wE gaVe eacxH othEr biG huGs aNd aLsO thE resT of the cLasMateS..taKinG piCturEs togeTher as memoRiEs tOgetHer.. aNw..thesE aRe sOmE oF ma peEps daT i wOnT foRgeT... -Rose(mY bEstiEs) -PeishaN & Rubibi..(togetHEr wiTh mE aNd rOse,wE caLLed eaCh othEr The F.A.R2 gaLz)haHaz.. -RuhainAh oR shuD i caLLed hEr riN..aM sO gonNa misH u gaL..withOut u..i tinK i woULd bE deaD ritE noW..nicE beinG freNs wiT u.. -ShantiY&nAtaSha..thEsE peEps aRe tHE mosT craziest pPl u evA knOW.. -tHE resT oF mA ClasMatE,gaLs anD guYz oF cLaz seC 5A 2006.. A...
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iM iN the midDLe oF cLeaninG the hSe nOw..hAhZ.. weLL i juSt finiSheD cLeninG ma roOm n nOw just fIniShEd moPpinG thE FloOr..gOd im sO daMn tiReD..weLL waT cAn i saY..haRi raya is comIn..tWo mOre dAyS..YAY!!sO neEd to cLeaN tHe hSe LoL..noW aLL mA siS aRe sLeEpiNG..inCLudiNg mA dAd..can heAR hIm snOriNg Frm ouTsidE hErE..hAhZ..oPps.. den yesT mA paREnTs bOughT a nEw tV sEt..qUitE bIg aR..nOt so smaLL..Like tHe prEvioUs sEt..bUt mUcH biGGer..fInaLLy cAn sEe sOmE cOloUrs oN tiZ nEw tV..haV i evA toLd U daT mA oLd tV sEt tHe scrEen aS iN tHE chaNneL arE sO daMn grEen iN coLouR siA..hahz..weIrd riTe..weLL iM jusT thanKfuL daT wE haD a nEw tV seT..WEeeeeeeeWOhOOOOOOoooooo.... bEsidEs tHe Tv sET mA paRenTs aLso bOuGht a dIgI cAm..wEll iN tIz mOdeRn wOrLd..some tHinGs jUsT nEedEd a ChangE riTe??nO mOre UsiNg Of FiLmS iN tHE fUtUrE i guEss.. dId i mEnTioN tO u daT i fALL RiGhT iN fRonT oF mA fOrm teAcHeR mR OnG???OmG..Im So eMbaRasSed siA..SO paisEh..i meaN i wAs NOt In A gOod mOod cAuSe dAt T...
hmM.... u noE waT...iM Like supPose tO bE studyinG noW..tmR goT physiCs tesT siA n i diD nOt eveeN study anitiNg...omG..wat haV i becomE??hoW am i supposeD tO pasS mA O LvL Like tiZ man??hmM.. weLL..wateva it iS...im stiLL goinG scH tmR..practicAL comIn somEmorE..hahZ.. hey i foRgoT to mentiOn daT i wenT to mA pri scH yesteRdaY..actuaLLy i haV tO seNd mA siS tO somE stupiD coursE therE..nk masOk pri onE La dkaTekan..heHz.. aS i enteR xinGnaN prI scH aLL thosE memoriEs sudDenLy zoOmeD in tO ma minD..hehZ..thE unforgetABLe onEs,thE funNy onEs anD sO manY otheRs..hehEz..qiLa,mY 4tH siS brinG mE touR around the scH..the scH is LikE sO biG nOw and therEs sO manY changEs..i coULd geT LosT in daT scH maN..hahZ..thEn mA sis brinG mE tO thE schOOl haLL anD theRe engravEd mA naMe oN a piecE oF wooD hanGed on The waLL..i waS sO shockEd anD amazeD weN i seE ma fuLL namE therE..actuaLLy thoSe woods arE foR thE em1,em2 n em3 toP scoreR foR PSLE n thErE waS writTen ma naMe fOr tHE tOp studeNt 2001..w...
aLaLa.... hmM..nO onEs at hoME noW...sO im free tO do waT i waNt...yeAh!!! weLL...i hoPe thingS wenT ouT weLL for me n heR...i stiLL wanNa be freNz wiT heR..haHz... okiEz..wheRE shaLL we staRt...yA..mA muM hidE the modEm witH thE PLuck yesT..iM likE waT the heLL maN!!stupiD...LucKy ma mouSe is quitE ok foR thE time beinG...theN ma muM Let mE haV thE modeM n yeaH..datS whY i get to Blog... twO morE weeks tO O LvL n omG i stiLL havent studied nytinG..i mean goT La..buT noT daT reaLLy as in focusinG...haiX...haLf oF ma braiN saId dat i shuD gO poLy n earN maseLf a LivinG..sincE im the eLdesT i shuD u noE bE aN examPLE tO ma sibLinGs...i waNt tO gO poLy seriouSLy...LikE mA fren saiD u arE aLreaDY iN seC 5 sO mighT as weRk harD tO gO poLy n noT turN bacK tO go itE...buT the probLeM iS...mA resuLts aRe sO daMn shiTt y maN..3 strAighT F9..iN mA entiRe LifE in seC scH i nevA score F9 b4..i meaN..iM sO Like hoW tO gO poLy witH tiZ typE oF resuLts seHx??hmM..weLL i jusT hoPe daT i wont disappoin...
...... If it's HARd to taLk tO u Then what am I supposed to do When all I want to do is speak my mind If it's wrong to do what's right I'm prepared to testify If TaLKING To u with all my heart's a crime Then I'm guilty.... Im SoOOO SORriE gAl..itS mA fauLt..i noE iT iS..buT i jusT donO waT tO dO..jusT noW she onLine n thE nicK i thinK itS refErinG tO me..im sO sorRy..i noE u gonNa haTE me ritE..weLL..i noe iM a baD perSon..i ditcH pPl..buT seriouSLy I donT mean daT tO u..haiX...i stiLL wanNa b uR dearEst frEn.. :( HELP!!! ~conFuseD Me~
wasSuP.... hEheZ..i diD meNTioN daT Im nOt gonNa BLog foR tHe tiMe beinG...buT weLL..stiLL canNot resisT thE temtAtioN lEr...anD iM stresSed somEmorE..haiX... noW iM aT thE cybeRcaFe...inFronT oF thE comP besiDe mE iS roXiLiciOus...thE mousE aT hoMe..weLL..donT knoW LAr..somEtimEs spoiLt..deN soMEtimEs juSt weNt gugugaGa..u noE waT i meaN riTe...hAhZ... u noE waT..iM LikE veRy saD seHz yesT..i waS onLinE deN ma siS camE siT besiDe me..she saY shE wanTs tO alsO usE thE msN n saY shE wiLL heLp mE chanGe mA bLog skiN..i saId hoLd oN La..cause i waS msNinG wiT honG zhoU bouT todaY LesSon pLan..deN afteR aLL dat..i gaV iT tO hEr tO usE..weNt to mA roOm foR awhiLe n weNt ouT agaIn to thE comP as shE waS oNline..deN i asKed hEr tO help chanGe ma bLog skIn La n guess waT????shE staRted tO scOld mE siA..i meaN shout aT thosE worDs..i waS quiTe saD n huRt aftEr she scoLded me untiLL Like daT..i mean i waS asking foR heLp onLy dEn she lIke scOld aT mE..waT shE scOld..i doNt wa...