An exception

frm that small lil girl to a grown up matured young lady. the growing stages of my life. been through hell lot of obstacles. but within that smile ure seeing in the lady now, still lies a kid within the soul. cute kan?? haahaaaaa. dats me. baby fiqah-little fiqah-kid fiqah-adult fiqah.

u noe sumtimes i just want to be happy. cmon who likes to be sad and down most of the time. so ya talked to the boifie on the phone until late at nite. i really enjoyed talking to him. we even sang songs together on the phone. da mcm karaoke session.. haaa.kekek sia. sayasayangkamu tauasri. and the rain is getting heavier.

was sleeping peacefully wen the knocking sound on my door woke me up. it was mother. and seriously wen i got up i almost fell cause my head was like really spinning. "nak ape bu?" -bu nak kotex,mane kak? "kan dat time org da bli letak kat bilik ibu." -takde pon? "ish adela" mother ni pon. so its raining now. wen its hot,its like super scorching. and wen its rains,its cold as an ice. shud i go werk? hmm.. malas pon ade. u noe its good to really sleep in tis weather. but nvmd i will just go to work. money money.

the day really sucks big time for me. and seriously honestly speaking i dont like or shud i say i hate werking somewhere where i dont feel belonged with. and ya i really perspire my whole time there, and worst of all i was asked to collect some stocks frm VC, mcm sial. i reached there getting ready to collect and quickly get my arse out frm there but miraculasly( i dont even noe wat word im typing here due to my anger .)the manager there still havent prepare the things. tak ke pandai tu. and ya she sked me to find the stocks. dgr2 kedai situ kecik pe. luckily the supervisor came to my rescue. and ya. i noticed there were lots of guys werking there. ish..sempat plak aku cuci matee..opsss.. ok back to my story, i was so super duper tired, carrying 3 big bags all the way back. and wen i reached b.lay i flagged a cab and ya. back to square 1. and seriously i wanted to withdraw some cash, to my suprise the queue was like so freaking long until it reaches prime suprmarket. ni da mcm zaman na...

i screwed up during presentation.haaaa.. super duper embarassing. ala..nvmd.its over anw. heee

dont bother teling me anymore. period.

sheesshh.. i have 3486 mail in my inbox. and im freaking lazy to open each one of them. mostly are reminders frm facebk and frenster. got headache nw areadi .

am in the middle of this research thingy. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. my eyes are really falling asleep. plz ppl give me some entertainment. or shud i drink coffee just like the boifie?alaaa damn tired. and im pmsing now.

was alone on the way home. and i notice a few kids with yoyo in their hands. at the platform i saw one,at tamp intchange and the other inside the train. looks like the pheunomena of playing yoyo is back.. no wonder i remembered at werk last week,kids keep coming asking, "excuse me,do u sell super yoyo?" haa..yelah..dgr2 watson jual mainan korang per. weekends is coming and another week of fasting is over.so we are left with 3 more weeks.. kan?aku main hembos je padahal tak sure sgt.haaaa.. and ya two more weeks and its my end of semester module exam. sheesss...time really is chasing us down the road. haiz. wish i cud be a rich gal. gues the plan to do a chalet or bbq for my 21st bdae is on the edge.. GUA POKAI BEB! so lazy to tis pbl project. haiyaaaaaaaaaaa.. so sian. nursing must solve all tis problem? aggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh malas dan penat.

gosh..behavioural science lesson nw. its like sooooooo damn bored and sleepy...... cepatlah aku nk alek ni..

damn,dont tell me i having bowel opening agin. been goin in and out of the toilet. and the stomach is killing. mak tolong.

was at facebook,and came across tiz pic, jno901G haa..gambar lame.

sumtimes i really wonder wether do u really need me? ouh,im so energetic today. fake.

L-O-V-E. i love u and u love me. dats the way its meant to be.

now. finally just finished washing the dishes.. was on the dot wen i reached home . had mee goreng. got the chance to buke puase with family during the first day. at werk. did cashier plus planogram change. and ya. tired of coz. sumtin happened. i was bz doin cashier. suddenly supervisor told me that the brands essence of chicken earlier was stolen. it was placed on a shelving nearrby the counter and tiz customer told her that he saw one uncle putting the stuffs into a big red plastic bag. he followed that uncle demanded him to return the stuffs back. and ya i wasshocked.haa i mean no wonder that uncle tengok aku semacam time nak kluar kdai.. thanks to dat customer.the items were retrieved back. and ya.so many things happened at werk. im like the middle person here.favourism and betrayal goin on. so its like im listening to the two side of the party's story. haiz. so i better not spill out any beans or else im so deaadddd.. and ya been having cramps at werk. so tiz means my menses ...

btw bf was abit insane just now he danced ronggeng inside the train!!! hahahahahah! lucky there wasnt many ppl ard. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha.. takleh lupe seh u.. haiz..giler..giler..

how time really flies. in a few hours we muslims will be welcoming the month of ramadhan. mase utk bersihkan jiwa,rohani dan juga jasmani.. can say that just now was the last day meeting the bf. before we start fasting later on. pastu da tak leh slalu jumpe tau u, nanti batal. heee.. and ya..problem base learning at school. really hate it la. justdont noe why. and ya. to whom it may concern,let me tell u tis, i dont freaking care ok. aku da malas nak layan kau. like they say,frens do come and go, guess ure one that falls under that category.

the 8 monthsary gifts frm him. didnt expect that coming. but he. i really appreciate it tau.u je yang tak tau. love ya .

btw lunch at erm i forgot wats the name of that cafe at eastpoint was superb! very nice!

been not updating for sometime now. was simply tired due to school and ya.. suddenly i forgot that the software photoscape was not installed in the desktop. patotla aku tercarik2 tkde. so ya no choice i used picasa instead. and ya we celebrate our 8 months last week. haa. below ar the pics .

am just too tired to write sumting here.. dotdotdot. and suddenly the head becomes so heavy.

It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I never thought I be.. Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means... happy soon to be 8 months huney. kaulah hikayat cintaku. :)

heels?? nah.. imagine me wearing one of those during hari raya. bleh tejatoh tesungkor. found it it my room.must be second sis's. budak tuu suke letak kasot kat bilik. mcm la ku nak pakai. ishh tak sanggop gue. ok..wish me all the best for my retest tmr. leceh ah.hmm

look so tired..hmm usssss t gk la budak step emo n i mirror2 @ popeye two pc fish for her and 3 pc chicken for him.i swear to u the chicken is freaking nice. @ ikea tampiness.both had nasi padang. tdo nampak..heee went to popeye on 110809 for lunch and the next day ikea tampiness. it was nice to finally enjoy some good food ya.. thanks huney. haiz. jom sape2 nk g tgok wayang ngan ku? miss the movies so much.

received my third dosage for the hep b vacination and its so freaking painful la seh.

once agin my peaceful sleep was disturbed by a group of ppl making a lot of noise infront of my block here. and i was so fucked up,i open my window and i shouted shut up from the top of my lungs. and ya.its either they were too noisy that they cudnt hear or they simply cudnt be bothered. i mean cmonla if u wanna make a suprise bdae party or wat,its not the right place sia. its disturbing all the residents here. bodo nak mapos siak. and ya they continued making all those stupid noises and my second sis suggested to call police. she said its disturbing and its like a public nuiscance for us. and dats wat i did. I CALL 999 for the first time.haaa okla.no big deal. but seriously all those ppl were like too much. and now i lost my atleast 2 hrs of sleep. so unreasonable. 10 to 5 later. -sengaja hadirmu inginku duga, tak terlintas fikiran utk mencuriga cimta.

hell..im so damn tired. mane tak pag2 buta mak aku yang tersyg da kejotkan ank2 nye.. "jom siap2 kite nk g breakfast kat kfc.." im like okay mother. lalaala.. head to umah mak nga at yishun after dat BY PUBLIC TRANSPORT. bapak aku nari tak bwk bas. so met up wit the cuzins like after months of not seeing each other, so rushed quickly to werk. okla. not so buzy. and im supposed to wash my uniform but too tired. and now the father is beginning to nagg already to off tis comp. balik je kena cuci piring. stress siak aku. -indahnya,kiranya angan2 ku jadi nyata.

like finally after 345672 days of waiting, finally we step our feets on the ground of escape theme park. the last time i went there wit my family was like som many years ago. haaa. let the pic do the talking ya, second ride of the day. him her on the ride itself,my gosh mcm nak tecabot jantongkuz daytona gokart pakai je topi org wet n wild.we were damn wet!haa ...

only you.

introducing the one and only watson personal care card.your one stop to health beauty and wellness. and ya the pic above is me wearing that apron showing the new card, and ya i miss werking so much. too bad suddenly i had this flu dat was so bad, maybe its due to the surrounding. sheeshhhhhhhhhhhh.. irritaing man tiz flu. and i was so fucked up just now at sch. damn i screwed up the whole thing. and she, how cud she said dat. wat a bitch okla maybe its too harsh. wat a hoar.

since u want it dat way .

she's not perfect. but within that imperfection lies that gratitude. the gratitude of warmth.cheerfullness. yes,she may show attitude. and even throw tantrums. but yet again,she will give every part of her heart to love,to care and try very best not to fight, when she's down she chose to be silent most of the time,not uttereing a single word. but deep inside,the heart says i love u and its not a crime. so dont misjuged her,hurt her in any way. unless u really want her to stay..

what if i had that thing on that side made u cry, wish we could switch up the roles and i could be that .

rope climbing just now.. haaaa... mcm soyal. and i was being asked to go last.. cause of my asthma. the instructor said that it might attacked when im in the middle of the rope. before that of coz damn nervous. haaa. some cheering goin on from deep down below. oh my god the wind blew and teh ropes plus the cable wire started to move very shakily.. "mak aku takot!" "go fiqah!" "cmon fiq,takmo tgok bawa!" some of the voices i cud hear. and ya..they even shouted my boifie's name.. asri!asri! wal asri..inalinsana... boleh gituk main name matair aku. haaa.. but overall it was one hell of an experience. manage to overcome the fear of heights. behavioural science class test tmr. wish me all the best ppl. haa..even without studying.. ps-boifie updated his blog after so long of hm.m.. hiatus? haaaa.. go see k.. can i just sleep for awhile? sleepy ah..ZzzZZzz

eheh.. i just realize.. its my 401entry... wah......not bad.. within 4 years.. updating.. cmon.. 3 cheers for me.. hip2 hooray! hip2 hooray.. hip2 hooray!! -mother,can i hav another 7 days of mc..plz???

had a damn great day yest. met boifie. go beach road.look at his army stuffs. wanted to meet up rin after dat... but haiz.. sumting happened.. lalalalaaaaa. asked her to come bugis instead.. but she cant. im sorry beb. i'LL make it up aites... so head to bugis.. and ya..fyi we walked all the way frm beach road to bugis. and yay. think i lost some kilos. waaaahhaaaa.. so we just sat at the new shooping centre.. ilomo..ah..dont noe wats its called also.. haaa. for the first time me and the bf act gile2 along the shops there.. dumdum..dididdumdum.. hahaaa. mcm budak bodo sak kite dua ekor ni.. boifie decided to watch the fireworks along at the merlion @ esplanade ard there.. and ya we walked again frm bugis to one fullerton. my gosh..its a very spectacular view. and somemore its my first time watching the preview of the ndp fireworks..haaaa.. boifie kept talking..plus his gile2 and his experience doing his duty @ marina bay NDP and ya he'll be involved in the actual day itself.. a...

its a freaking sunday and i shud be still in bed snoring. but i chose to wake up early and ya clean the house. as a form of some ammendments due to my mistake yest. which made me really feel bad about it. serious.

im sorry mama, i nvr meant to hurt u, i nvr meant to make u cry, but tonite im cleaning out my closet..