An exception

i dont noe why its always like this. i always try to be the best for u.. everytime i said somethin during the argument,u kip saying i step over ur head,very rude and then u hung up the phone..whywhywhy? and wen i did that back to u,u got so worked up and started saying mean things to me..haiz.. im so hurt.. u keep saying u hurt.. how bout me? to me i didint even raise my voice.. haiz.. :(

heyy peeps..wat maks u think that im not gonna blog here anymore?hhaa..just cause i hav tumblr now doesnt mean im gonna dump my blogspot ok..cos tis is where i started eversince i was in sec 5 till now..history will nvr be erased.. so ya..im so mad cos boifie bought me new labtop..ok..well its expensive and he insisted on buying me new one..haaaiizzz...u eh..im speechless and i dono wat to say.. well..one thing i can say is i love u.:)

heyaaa peeepssss...im temporarily moving to www. fiqah-ism.tumblr.com. :)

fuck this few days was a very busy one for me. i hate it to the fucking core. and ya i had to replace on a bloody damn saturday due to the mc i took due to the fever and sorethroat. thank to bf for accompanying me to the clinic. and ya i was scolded by the sister in the ward. like wat the hell man. overall the day doesnt get any better. faster attchment finish. im tired already.

hahaha.it was cute rather.. "'kak long nak main ngan abdul matin?" so i went to the living room and i saw the picture above.. matin drew this so called snake and ladder game on a piece of blank paper.. hahahahaha..and he used erasers... kekek la adk ku laki ni sorang.

finally one week of attachment is over. haaa.9 more weeeks to suffer.. anw to think bout it again,my new lecturer was not bad though.. she helped me alot when doing ECG on patient which is a good thing laa.. so yaa.. back to my title above,as usual we;ve been having a couple of arguments the past few days.. like f.. so he managed to made ammendments like wat he said to me on the phone just now.. met up after werk and had late lunch at al-ameen makan house and for the first time i had naan. sedap giler seh sampai tak leh masok lagi..hahhaa. the stretch of makan places along clementi road there was not bad,not forgetting the nasi lemak we had quite a number of times..yummmyyyyy.. we're on the phone just now and he said lots of the sweet of all the sweetest things on earth and its making me hard to believe..haaa..so yar... . md asri,kite sayang awak tau,takmu uat kite nanges lagi k..

attachment for me tis time round was not so good one for me.. new group with new attitudes,not forgetting the lecturer. sux.. after a long break,suddenly for the next ten weeks,in the ward standing and pacing ard most of the time. damn my leg hurts! lazzyyyy la..haiz. ok im supposed to find out about bandages but guess im just too worn out.

i wanna say thank u to boifie for spending his sleep day with me and accompany me to my classmate's wedding so ya head to yishun for mariam's wedding. okla a simple one i must say.. so rite after that we head to woodlands since we had no other place to go beside northpoint which is a bit bored for me. so ya,,ape lag makan ah.. hahaha. asyek makan aje aku ni.. fish soup. muke pakcik2.hahahahahahaha jkjk. so ya gonna start my attachment tmr.. malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. ok da.tak tau nk ckp ape lagi.

tatkala sang suria menyinari jendela ku.. sinaran cahaya pagi itu cukup indah sekali, perasaan ceria dan gembira menyelubungi jauh di lubuk hatiku.. tiba-tiba ku tersentak,ku hanya mempunyai 4 hari untuk bersuka ria dan merehatkan tubuh ku ini. aduh sungguh malas sekali untuk ku berkerja sambil belajar selama 3 bulan yang akan datang. tapi tidak mengapa, selepas pengajian ku ini ku akan menjadi seorang jururawat yang ku impikan sejak kecil lagi. jika keputusan ku memuaskan,ku ingin melanjutkan pelajaran ke tahap diploma. mudahann cita-citaku akan tercapai. amcm ? hahaa.been ages since i wrote in bahasa melayu.

yeah.seriously i fucking miss my bf so much. its been 120 hrs which equals to 5 damn days ive not yet seen him. im sorry if ive been a fucked up gf the past FEW days its just i miss u. BADLY.

attachment gonna start soon and im so not looking forward.. ive been slacking at home most of the time doing noting.. sleep on my bed..staring at the walls.. there was this once im so damn bored i took a pen and scribble on my hand. haaa.nila dnamekan takde keje.. yeah i remembered back in sec school i always drew on my hand.. ouh not the one like above just a simple heart shape or u noe those smaller ones. maybe thats the reason why my o levels result sucked big time. nvr pay attention in class. haha. i noe ive been abandoning my blog fo the past weeks.. its just that im more active on twitter now. but now worries i will continue update weneva i have the mood.. ive not been meeting my bf for some time now. i think he dont miss that much just like i do:(

wahh,wen was the last time i stayed up tis late.. haa.. ok i was downloading some songs..so yeah.. im done nw. haa.noting to do.. and pS..MY TAGBOARD FEELS SO DEAD. its only bf who's tagging.. which includes me.. if this goes on i mite as well hav a combination of blogger account just for the both of us only to communicate. MENDAKK! people,where ar u? anyone??

ive been goin in and out the toilet again. not being disgusting or wat but i keep passing loose stools.. and the tummy hurts.. i really hate the feeling of this nausea, ARGGGHHHHHH.

remember those days whereby me and the bf wud sit outside vivo facing the view of sentosa and den our heads turned to the cable car hanging up above the sea.. "u nanti satu hari i akan bawa u naik cable car k"bf said to me during those days. and yess after months of anticipating,we finally sit our butts on the jewel box. of course thank u so much huney. its a very wonderful sight and the view from above the cabin was marvellous. i love u la hun.. sunday 190810 was the date where we went to the harbour front towers to queue for the ticket.. actually i wasnt really expecting that and its not that i force him or wat. gf giler tu maknye nyee hahaa.. and bf said he was serious and its sumting different for us anw.. so ya..took the ride all the way to sentosa.. not forgetting the weather was scorching hot. the spectacular view that was the ticket the jewel box... so upon reaching sentosa,decided to hang out at coffee bean, bf brought along his labtop so ape lagi,godeh2 la... hee...

anw photos uploded,theres quite alot actually,but i was too tired to publish here,so..go see la at facebook.heee

so my aunt came over for raya yest, and i cooked tis hokkien mee for them.. i mean its like the simple dish for me to cook of course, and ya, so i asked them la,hw was the mee? and she said,ok pass da bleh kawen.. hhahahahahahahah!. blushing la aku ni.. den i showed the couple ring to my kak sdare, ceh...not bad.. can say "he dotes on you".."so da two years ah nie" cheeeehhhh.. bile nak kawin? next year kot..hhhaaa yelah tuuu. insyallah..kalau ade jodoh.. :)

yeap ive been vomitting the past few days and my tummy really felt like its rumbling inside. feeling sick as ever and i keep wanting to go toilet. sharks..i hate it wen tis type of things happened, serious i threw up at almost everything,the food i ate the water i drank,that bad. so decided to go polyclinic yest and i was so confident thinking. ala hari ni confirm sikit org punye..who wants to go poly on a freaking saturday anw.. skali da sampai..ambek kau.. punyelah ramai manusia.. the ones with swollen eyes,bandaged ankle,elderly wit wheelchair along with the NG tube inserted,poor thing.and not forgetting the classic..the ones with their mask on.. wah..so many people sick ah? haiyooooo.. no choice just had to wait for my turn lah.. i reached at 10.30 and the whole thing ends at 12.15. haa.typical ah beb. so doc gave me this salt thingy which rehydrates my body fluids and electrolytes.. ceh bbl mcm doctor la plak. haha.. alhamdulilah im much better now.

yest marks our 21st monthsary, nurfiqah zissakinah and muhammad asri heeee.. and not forgetting the 6 years so called annivesary with my blog. since 14 september 2006 till now.. frm sec 5, sitting for prelims and O levels.. ite clementi nitec in retail den working in watsons for ayear and few months plus.. now nitec in nursing.. fuhhhhyyoohh dat long.. well..history wiil always remain. so rite after my last paper yest,meet up with bf, had arnolds chicken at payar lebar. superb. bloated. ouh ya before that bf bought me a gift, ingatkan i pod atau i touch ke.. skali... perfume by davidoff,ECHO. hahaa..thanks anw huney, very sweet aroma..cehhss,haaa do after the met up,2nd sis msg,go accompany her to jp.. so pegla temaknkn die kejap.. takde haluan.go in shop,browse shop,and leave the shop. haaa. look alike? had supper at delifrance by that time i cudnt squeeze in anymore. had this potato dono watla.. so in the end sis finished all of it.. so ya happy monthsary again my huney love.

the past few days before exams was the most hectic time i ever had,not forgetting preparation of hari raya.. so i reali had no time to even on the comp. well..raya was finee.. will uploads the pics soon.. cos there's like more than 20 pics needed to upload. so gonaa take some time yar. so yesssaa exams are finally over and mind you last min studying is not a very good idea and i totally regret cos i didnt start my revision early..toobad for me.. and yes as u can see below,btw thats not me,its my second sis menyibok je posing.. my notes all over my bed,memorising and writing all the notes.. can say i even slept with the notes.haaa.serious.. but alhamdulilah,everything went well after the exams..so yaynesss.. just for a few MCQ qns main hetam aje.. and ya.. 3 more months and im so gonna graduate..hw time realli flies..

i wanna say a big thank you to dearest bf!! mind you its 91 bucks.the most expesive of all the watch i ever had. and i promise that i will take care gd care for it k u.. lovee u hun...