yakinkah ku berdiri di hempa tanpa tepi bolehkah aku mendengarmu... terkubur dalam emos i tanpa bisa bersembunyi aku dan nafasku merindukanmu..... terpuruk ku di sini terangi dia yang sepi dan ku tahu pasti kau menemani.... dalam hidupku ....kesendirianku .... teringat ku teringat .. pada janjimu ku terikat... hanya sekejap ku berdiri .. kulakukan sepenuh hati... peduli ku peduli.. siang dan malam yang berganti ... pedihku ini tak ada arti ... jika kaulah sandaran hati ... kaulah sandaran hati ... sandaran hati ...... inikah yang kau mahu... benarkah ini jalanmu... hanyalah engkau yang ku tuju... pegang erat tanganku... bimbing langkah kakiku... aku hilang arah tanpa hadirmu.. dalam gelapnya malam hariku.... this song is by LETTO:-sandaran hati.. dedicated to my only mR abduL azeeZ.. I MISH U huNNeyyyyy!
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so today's the day where buddhist around the world celebrate vesak day.. went out with my family to have breakfast at jurong west near the jurong spring cc there..their food there was like so popular as the long queue awaits us when we reached there..haha..the stall was called Latifah huri..have heard bout it before?well..u guys shud try their mee soto and rebus..was so yummy lah! i saw a familiar looking person on the bus yest on the way home from sch..guess who it was??it was wee kwan !hahaha..my classmate from sec school yest..well he still looks the same..wen i approached him i was like..eh!!hahaha..u wat poly??he replied ngee ann..haha..den we like talk2..haha..he did not really talked to me last time and didnt expect dat we wud talk quite alot yest..and from the conversation we had,i found out dat tze yang..the most quitest boy in class made it to poly too lah!all this while i thought he went to ite..well..i was wrong..hahaha.. anw..i need to find myself a part time job now.
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED WITH THE MODEM AT HOME...THE CONNECTION IS LIKE SO DAMN FUCKING IRRITATING... and IM REALLY NOT IN A GOOD MOOD NOWADAYS... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im like SO FUCKING MAD AS IM TYPING RITE NOW..I JUST FEEL LIKE SMASHING THIS COMP INFRONT OF ME BUT TOO BAD ITS SCHOOL PROPERTY...so...i CANT..GET IT?? SO IM JUST GONNA END NOW!CHIAOZ! AKU BINGIT!!! AKU TENTION!
okok...sorry to those whom i chat on msn just now..the modem just went off and ya..dat was the reason i keep goin online and off line,offline and yes..online again.. hmm...seriously i cant wait for my school holiday to start which is like 3 more weeks i think..on the 19 of june if im not wrong..well the reason is simply because..THERE is a job oppurtunity for my class..YIPEEEEE!at royal sporting house..cool rite??6 bucks an hour..hopefully i will get dat job ar..im in desperation for $$$$$..hahaha.. then come july 29-30 there will be a watsons sale at my sch MPH..so that is again another time for me to earn extra income..but too bad only selected students selected by class advisors can be chosen to become the saless asiistant..hmm..just hope i will get choosen la eh..hopefully.. so..today was all bout talks..talks..and more talks..haha..first we went to ite dover for motivational talk..and ya..those speaker really aspire me..hmm.. den continue with the giordano talk..bout the scola
ok..was actually sleeping just now..and i was awakened by the sounds coming from the radio..misteri jam 12 at RIA..so ya..here i am blogging..if not i wud still be in dream land lol.. anw..LET me just say this again k.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE!!LOVE U MANY2 ..hahahaah...hope u like the so called gift frm me ya..hahaha finally participate pe just now..hahah..after like 3 weeks of not having pe..luckily we dont need to run..wat the teacher called the bear and cheetah run..frm the name of it u can guess wat it means rite..hahaha.. played badminton with qyd..den with jonathan,,wah,,dat guy..oklah..quite good at badminton too must say..but cannot the deny the fact dat the shuttlecock keep landing on top of the fan area there..ahah..so after dat head back to clas discussing our SBM projects.. was like mostly asleep during mrs wo lesson..hahah..dono why.. tiring day la..cause its the only day where we wud go home late..at 5..sian lohx..during her lesson also,chit chat to some of the chinese guys.
been aBit buZy nowadays..and some more this fucking modem of mine is like going cuckoo..due to the connection which is like so damn slow...nothing much to say lol..hmm... ok..will be out to vivo later with sha,lily,qyd and lia,my ite mates..together the five of us will like go lepak together..haha..its been a while since i last went there..so..ya..hopefully it wont rain.. too bad now i cant enter the self excess room again..there is this new rule whereby students need to obtain an excess card from the office in order to enter..priority will be given to those who will be doin projects..so ya..dats it la..im gonna miss playing CRAZY taxi..bOoo hoo... okla.need to fetch my sis frm her tuition... anw..girl.. as a fren... i hope u wont hate me for whatever i said.. but somethings just needed to be said.. its not dat i dont like.. in fact im happy for u.. i hope u noe wat i meant...
we enjoyed the coolness of having an aircon room class for today's lessons....hahaha...damn cold sia...freezing..hahaha...plus staying at the self excess room discussing our SBM projects...omg...very stressfull..futhermore we have yet another project to do..RTO..really man..haha..did not expect tis is how ite life is all about..in the retail course..lots of project..project..project..well...a student's got to do,wat a student got to do..rite.. i am sooo gonna sleep after this..damn freaking tired..and i just remember i need to perform a role play with my group tmr..haiya..need to practice somemore..how to speak politely to a customer..watching the tone all that...haix...ok..so ya..dats it la... selagi ku mampu... selagi itu ku akan hanya berdiam diri... diam..diam..dan terus diam... ARhgh..im fuCkeD up... get it??
FIRSTLY........... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY MUM!!AND ALL MUMS OUT THERE!b strong in whatever obstacles dat u faced IN LIFE..LOVE U MUM!! secondly........... HAPPY birthday to u... happy birthday tO U!! hapPy biRthdaY to mY dear nURhafizaH.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U........... finally someone's 18 lah...hahaha mishhh her so much..... i wonder how she's doin now..... very difficult to call her nowadays..its either the line is engaged or she's still not back frm sch... anw..i will try to call her again and hopefully i can get to talk to her on the phone... MISH U LOTS GAL!! thirDLy.. finally after weeks of waiting...i get to see the pics that was taken at pizza hut...dat was like way before ite starts...hmm... too bad only one pic was sent
wat a week it has been...hmm..he picked me up from sch..send me home..there was even one time he woke up early..travelling all the way from his house at simei to jurong just to send me to sch..how swwweeeet is dat??had breakfast at mcd on wed..i think..and it was so damnnnn sweeet la...lurly durvly... so visited my used to be werking place at watson pioneer mall..talked to some of the ppl ..siti was still there except for rozie as she was transfered to boon lay outlet....and all of them was like asking who is the guy beside me??boyfie ar???hahaha..funny la..but did not get a chance to meet up wit tin2..my supervisor..haish..she was so kind to me during those days weking there..but nvm..they even said do dop by wheneva u're free..LIKE I WANT TO!..hahaha... and then guess wat??............... oh my god..oh my god..oh my god........ i cant believe dat i met him...the guy above...its FADLY AWALLUDIN La.... the actor frm suria..heeeez.....i was like a mad woman after taking the pics wit
FAR AWAY THE SHIP IS TAKING ME FAR AWAY FAR AWAY FROM THE MEMORIESOF THE PEOPLE WHO CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE STARLIGHT I WILL BE CHASING YOUR STARLIGHT UNTIL THE END OF MY LIFE I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S WORTH IT ANYMORE AND HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS I JUST WANTED TO HOLDYOU IN MY ARMS MY LIFEYOU ELECTRIFY MY LIFELETS CONSPIRE TO RE-IGNITE ALL THE SOULS THAT WOULD DIE JUST TO FEEL ALIVE BUT I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO IF YOU PROMISED NOT TO FADE AWAY NEVER FADE AWA YOUR HOPES AND EXPECTATIONS BLACK HOLES AND REVELATIONS OUR HOPES AND EXPECTATIONS BLACK HOLES AND REVELATIONS HOLD YOU IN MY ARMSI JUST WANTED TO HOLDYOU IN MY ARMS FAR AWAY THE SHIP IS TAKING ME FAR AWAY FAR AWAY FROM THE MEMORIESOF THE PEOPLE WHO CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO IF YOU PROMISED NOT TO FADE AWAY NEVER FADE AWAY OUR HOPES AND EXPECTATIONS BLACK HOLES AND REVELATIONS YEAH OUR HOPES AND EXPECTATIONS BLACK HOLES AND REVELATIONS HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS I JUST WANTED TO HOLDYOU IN MY ARMS i JUST WANTED TO H
hmm..its been days since i last update this blog of mine.......well..i dont know wat am i suppose to type here..well...mother's day is coming tiz weekend...what shud i give my mum yar??erm...maybe i wont even give her anyting lor..hahah..see first lah how... hmm..met rose yest at the library wit her sis..hahaha..was kindda bored so we played some dumb games like hangman and as usual we shouted and laughed like mad woman la...wahahaha...and ive been going home late nowadays and mum is so not happy bout it...so ya..haha..erm... dono wat else to write loh..haha
was bored..so here u go.. alist of surveys.. Do you straighten your hair everyday? /// wHen i gO to school dat is .. What's your favorite girly magazine? /// erm..is teens a girly magazine??haha Would you kill for chocolate? /// depends.. Jeans or skirts? /// jeans la.. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelrythat's uncomfortable? /// erm..NO Did you ever spend all day/nightgetting pretty for a guy? /// hahaha..ermm..used to..last time.. Would you leave the house withoutmakeup on? :/// ya..too much make up kills ur face..i think.. On a scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping? ///5? are You spoilT? /// no!im a gooD gal ok! Do you think lipgloss is the best? :/// sumtimes.. Do you freak out if you miss yourfavorite show?/// ///sumtimes.. Do you yell a lot? /// at my siblings..haha How long does it take you to get ready? /// 1 hour.. Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants toschool/work? /// no one would want to dat la plz.. Accessories make the outfit; true orfalse /// yups.. do u like skater boy
hmm...since mum knew bout us,she warned me not to met him too often..i was like wat sia??no fair..thats wat gf and bf usually do wat..meet each other..hmm...then she mentioned again dat wateva it is studies must come first...okla..wateva u say mummy...hahaha.. talked on the phone yest with him..my dear azeez...haiz...he really want to guide me to the right path..all the advice...its like im really touched man...haizzzzzz....im glad i met a nice guy like him..who knows which is right and wrong....hopefully everything wud just be ok for the both of us...cant wait to meet this wed sayang!!hehehe
the connection has been down..and its difficult for me to continue to blog.... well... i manage to now..hahah first thing's first..I CUT MY HAIR!!!dammit... not nice sia...haiz...now i regret..i mish my long wavy hair....shudnt hav cut la..some more the hairdresser was like fuck!didnt even asked me what type of style i wanted...really la.. fuck man dat guy! im sooo glad things are settled between me and rose...mish my best fren sooo much...met on thurs..wit hisham,nabila and another gal i forgot her name..haha..talked and laughed..hahaha..miss dat moments la beb! dat day..friday..4/5/07 was the most memorable day i ever had..it was so swEeeEEEEeet!!he asked me on a date..watched two movies in one day @marina GV...so unbelievable la!!never once in my life i experienced this man..hahah..the first was spiderman3..awesome man the movie...sad ending though..reminds me of my best friend...hm.i LOve you rose!..hahah.. by the time the movie finished..it was only like 1plus..then he treat