An exception

1 week still of nt meeting and can still pretend notin is wrong.how nice.

hellllloooooo there suprised to see me blog today? heh well i know that previous entry i did say that i will write again in a few weeks or months time but since im not that busy or i shud say that notin productive was done today.hehe so i was home the whole day just me and lil bro(dad and 3rd sis was ard only till afternoon) so yeah guess we were bored so we took some webcam pics as u can see from below.. so besides camwhoring i watched tv yeah its been so long since i last sat down in front of the tv.. watched some shows..one of them was men in black 2 and anak ku sayang.both equally good. and i finally cleaned my room,not that thoroughly just that it looks abit cleaner compared to other days where i must say that i dont even have time to sweep the floor..shhhh!!heeeh besides that saturday at home was ok.relax and chill only.. okla..i ran out of ideas on what to blog so i might as well stop here. adiosssss amigosssss:) ...

hi there blogspot. i know ive repeat it before and i shall repeat it again,im sorry for not updating you due to the busy schedule and also the days where i got so tired from work and on top of tat i was feeling under the weather for a few days. its sunday and im up too early to start the day. still feeling abit sleepy though so i took my macbook and yea here i am drafting what to type here. so...lets start..firstly our rship of 3 years plus now..well its hard for me to say.maybe both of are too comfortable with each other that i fet that we kindda take each other for granted.we hardly spend time together going out to the movies or such compared to last time due to each other commitment to work and also family.i do understand but still...hmm i shall not elaborate more futher on this. working wise..well i must say that things between me and all the incharge are on a smooth track.we joked at each other making fun of ourselves..there were still time where they were so strict that we...

hello again.its march and yes i will say it again,time really flies.life is too short dats why i decided to post sumtin here after so long cos i dont wanna live tis life full of regrets. so many things happened and im unsure where to start. should i say that one of the best friend decided not to be friends with me anymore.well she said in her twitter that "u used to be someone i used to know" obviously its reffering to me rite? haiz.seriously i dont even know how and why the argument started.ur msg stated that i treat you and the rest like dogs?that sentence really hurt me alot.before that i appologised to her saying that im sorry for whatever but her reply was so negative and really condemn me alot. :(( so i did not reply her back.i was too hurt,speechless disappointed. well i already did my part.since she already "wash her hands off me" i shall rest my case and i shall not say anymore.totally heartbreaking:( -i shall walk away frm all of u if u think im no good or...

heyyyyy its areadi december woww time sure flies and i realy was super busy as usual and i didnt even hav the time to blog as usual.so its 0733hrs and well i decide to on my lappie and well of cos write sumtin here ok the reason why im on my lappie is because i wanted to charge my phone so my mouse scrolled to goggle chrome and vwalla im here!hehee. for workwise,today marks the eight month of me in ttsh.i cant believe i survived!hahaha well i must say ive got some of the best colleagues to werk with.well my manager?okla always full of ups and downs.haha.every morning roll call there must be somethin dat she will keep on repeating..and yeah. anw yest was the best time ever spending the evening karaok-ing with my love for the first ever time.seriously he didnt like the idea of me suggesting to go cash studio in the first place but wen we're in the room wow he really sang his hearts out and so do i.hehehe totally enjoyed myself and for my bdae he suprised me tis clay replica of us an...

ok the last time i udate my blog was like ard a month ago so yes im updating it again today simply cos im bored and yeah i mite as well do something which i like which is blogging lohh. ya ya i noe ive not been saying much things compared to last time during those days where i was an avid blogger.every hour there sure will be something that i just feel like typing and let it all out here.miss those times actually. since twitter,facebook and tumblr took over the social site,i must admit that those simple things that happened i will usually update there so yeah some of u mite be thinking that eh maseh kental or wat pakai blogger..haaah who cares.ive owned this blog for almost 5 years now and for me to delete these memories its a big no no.and btw blogging help me so called improve my usage of vocabs cos my english is really deteriotaring. and yeah ive been busy werking so ya its almost impossible for me to on my laptop everyday cos i'll be tired to do dat and i will just hit the hay....

im so sorryyyyyyyy for abandoning my dear blogger. yeah been busy so busy that ive no time to update my daily life. so whatsapp? letme just summarise wat happened these past three months. 1)finally i have a job as a nurse in ttsh. 2)got my first ever pay and yes it feels good 3)finally i cut my hair!n all the split ends gone.well not exactly all.haaaaaah. and yes i spent almost 130 bucks.and half bf helped me pay. so nice of him. 4)well my job was basically to assist doctor,financial counseling,well dont really favour all that but do i have a choice? 5)i did dressing yesterday!finally one of my nursing skills which ive been eyeing to do, 6)ouh ya did i mention that bf bought me IPHONE,EVERLAST WATCH and all those small little gifts which i really appreciate so much:)) well i love to continue typing but im currently having a running nose which is so irritating.so i'll catch up u guys soon yaw. much love.

its the time of the month again where all girls will shed blood frm the lining of the uterus. hehe..so yeah i had a very very very massive headache just now and i really feel like taking a hammer and knock it on my head, well..i had a very gd afternoon nap just now and nw its much better. not to mention that it rained just now and it makes my sleep a nice and cool one. btw twitter's down..borinnggggg...

another boring tuesday.. so yeah im supposed to be reading on my nursing skills..guess im just too lazy.. wait i did read up on the blood pressure rates..ok so if the hr were to ask the range i will have a rough idea what to answer. anw..i cant wait to trim off this split ends..so that my hands wont be itchy splitting the split ends on my hair.. hahaha.. u noe im so thankful that bf bought me this laptop or else i wudnt noe what to do for these 3 months at home beside doing the housewerks..well the comp on my living room is lagging that bro of mine will always use it to play games. so yeah thank u so much hun. cant wait for tmr!!

hello blogspot.. i noe its been so long since i update here..i truly appologised. well i read some of my past entries 2007,2008,2009,2010.. wow i was an avid blogger.haha..every day there must be somethings that i wanna write about..and i will stay late in the wee hours just to blog. well its 2011.. time really flies ehyy.. and yeah i managed to complete my 2 year nursing course.. all the tears and almost give up.. well i remained strong. i wanna be someone who has a future,caring for others.. so ya..i will try my very best to continue updating my blogspot cause i tend to get so lazzzzyyy sometimes. so yeah..see u again.:)

i dont noe why its always like this. i always try to be the best for u.. everytime i said somethin during the argument,u kip saying i step over ur head,very rude and then u hung up the phone..whywhywhy? and wen i did that back to u,u got so worked up and started saying mean things to me..haiz.. im so hurt.. u keep saying u hurt.. how bout me? to me i didint even raise my voice.. haiz.. :(

heyy peeps..wat maks u think that im not gonna blog here anymore?hhaa..just cause i hav tumblr now doesnt mean im gonna dump my blogspot ok..cos tis is where i started eversince i was in sec 5 till now..history will nvr be erased.. so ya..im so mad cos boifie bought me new labtop..ok..well its expensive and he insisted on buying me new one..haaaiizzz...u eh..im speechless and i dono wat to say.. well..one thing i can say is i love u.:)

heyaaa peeepssss...im temporarily moving to www. fiqah-ism.tumblr.com. :)

fuck this few days was a very busy one for me. i hate it to the fucking core. and ya i had to replace on a bloody damn saturday due to the mc i took due to the fever and sorethroat. thank to bf for accompanying me to the clinic. and ya i was scolded by the sister in the ward. like wat the hell man. overall the day doesnt get any better. faster attchment finish. im tired already.

hahaha.it was cute rather.. "'kak long nak main ngan abdul matin?" so i went to the living room and i saw the picture above.. matin drew this so called snake and ladder game on a piece of blank paper.. hahahahaha..and he used erasers... kekek la adk ku laki ni sorang.

finally one week of attachment is over. haaa.9 more weeeks to suffer.. anw to think bout it again,my new lecturer was not bad though.. she helped me alot when doing ECG on patient which is a good thing laa.. so yaa.. back to my title above,as usual we;ve been having a couple of arguments the past few days.. like f.. so he managed to made ammendments like wat he said to me on the phone just now.. met up after werk and had late lunch at al-ameen makan house and for the first time i had naan. sedap giler seh sampai tak leh masok lagi..hahhaa. the stretch of makan places along clementi road there was not bad,not forgetting the nasi lemak we had quite a number of times..yummmyyyyy.. we're on the phone just now and he said lots of the sweet of all the sweetest things on earth and its making me hard to believe..haaa..so yar... . md asri,kite sayang awak tau,takmu uat kite nanges lagi k..

attachment for me tis time round was not so good one for me.. new group with new attitudes,not forgetting the lecturer. sux.. after a long break,suddenly for the next ten weeks,in the ward standing and pacing ard most of the time. damn my leg hurts! lazzyyyy la..haiz. ok im supposed to find out about bandages but guess im just too worn out.

i wanna say thank u to boifie for spending his sleep day with me and accompany me to my classmate's wedding so ya head to yishun for mariam's wedding. okla a simple one i must say.. so rite after that we head to woodlands since we had no other place to go beside northpoint which is a bit bored for me. so ya,,ape lag makan ah.. hahaha. asyek makan aje aku ni.. fish soup. muke pakcik2.hahahahahahaha jkjk. so ya gonna start my attachment tmr.. malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. ok da.tak tau nk ckp ape lagi.

tatkala sang suria menyinari jendela ku.. sinaran cahaya pagi itu cukup indah sekali, perasaan ceria dan gembira menyelubungi jauh di lubuk hatiku.. tiba-tiba ku tersentak,ku hanya mempunyai 4 hari untuk bersuka ria dan merehatkan tubuh ku ini. aduh sungguh malas sekali untuk ku berkerja sambil belajar selama 3 bulan yang akan datang. tapi tidak mengapa, selepas pengajian ku ini ku akan menjadi seorang jururawat yang ku impikan sejak kecil lagi. jika keputusan ku memuaskan,ku ingin melanjutkan pelajaran ke tahap diploma. mudahann cita-citaku akan tercapai. amcm ? hahaa.been ages since i wrote in bahasa melayu.

yeah.seriously i fucking miss my bf so much. its been 120 hrs which equals to 5 damn days ive not yet seen him. im sorry if ive been a fucked up gf the past FEW days its just i miss u. BADLY.