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gone for 6 mnths,

heyyyyy its areadi december woww time sure flies and i realy was super busy as usual and i didnt even hav the time to blog as usual.so its 0733hrs and well i decide to on my lappie and well of cos write sumtin here ok the reason why im on my lappie is because i wanted to charge my phone so my mouse scrolled to goggle chrome and vwalla im here!hehee. for workwise,today marks the eight month of me in ttsh.i cant believe i survived!hahaha well i must say ive got some of the best colleagues to werk with.well my manager?okla always full of ups and downs.haha.every morning roll call there must be somethin dat she will keep on repeating..and yeah. anw yest was the best time ever spending the evening karaok-ing with my love for the first ever time.seriously he didnt like the idea of me suggesting to go cash studio in the first place but wen we're in the room wow he really sang his hearts out and so do i.hehehe totally enjoyed myself and for my bdae he suprised me tis clay replica of us an...

these are the reasons..

ok the last time i udate my blog was like ard a month ago so yes im updating it again today simply cos im bored and yeah i mite as well do something which i like which is blogging lohh. ya ya i noe ive not been saying much things compared to last time during those days where i was an avid blogger.every hour there sure will be something that i just feel like typing and let it all out here.miss those times actually. since twitter,facebook and tumblr took over the social site,i must admit that those simple things that happened i will usually update there so yeah some of u mite be thinking that eh maseh kental or wat pakai blogger..haaah who cares.ive owned this blog for almost 5 years now and for me to delete these memories its a big no no.and btw blogging help me so called improve my usage of vocabs cos my english is really deteriotaring. and yeah ive been busy werking so ya its almost impossible for me to on my laptop everyday cos i'll be tired to do dat and i will just hit the hay....

HALLO world!!

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im so sorryyyyyyyy for abandoning my dear blogger. yeah been busy so busy that ive no time to update my daily life. so whatsapp? letme just summarise wat happened these past three months. 1)finally i have a job as a nurse in ttsh. 2)got my first ever pay and yes it feels good 3)finally i cut my hair!n all the split ends gone.well not exactly all.haaaaaah. and yes i spent almost 130 bucks.and half bf helped me pay. so nice of him. 4)well my job was basically to assist doctor,financial counseling,well dont really favour all that but do i have a choice? 5)i did dressing yesterday!finally one of my nursing skills which ive been eyeing to do, 6)ouh ya did i mention that bf bought me IPHONE,EVERLAST WATCH and all those small little gifts which i really appreciate so much:)) well i love to continue typing but im currently having a running nose which is so irritating.so i'll catch up u guys soon yaw. much love.

period.

its the time of the month again where all girls will shed blood frm the lining of the uterus. hehe..so yeah i had a very very very massive headache just now and i really feel like taking a hammer and knock it on my head, well..i had a very gd afternoon nap just now and nw its much better. not to mention that it rained just now and it makes my sleep a nice and cool one. btw twitter's down..borinnggggg...

update!

another boring tuesday.. so yeah im supposed to be reading on my nursing skills..guess im just too lazy.. wait i did read up on the blood pressure rates..ok so if the hr were to ask the range i will have a rough idea what to answer. anw..i cant wait to trim off this split ends..so that my hands wont be itchy splitting the split ends on my hair.. hahaha.. u noe im so thankful that bf bought me this laptop or else i wudnt noe what to do for these 3 months at home beside doing the housewerks..well the comp on my living room is lagging that bro of mine will always use it to play games. so yeah thank u so much hun. cant wait for tmr!!

longgg hiatusss

hello blogspot.. i noe its been so long since i update here..i truly appologised. well i read some of my past entries 2007,2008,2009,2010.. wow i was an avid blogger.haha..every day there must be somethings that i wanna write about..and i will stay late in the wee hours just to blog. well its 2011.. time really flies ehyy.. and yeah i managed to complete my 2 year nursing course.. all the tears and almost give up.. well i remained strong. i wanna be someone who has a future,caring for others.. so ya..i will try my very best to continue updating my blogspot cause i tend to get so lazzzzyyy sometimes. so yeah..see u again.:)
i dont noe why its always like this. i always try to be the best for u.. everytime i said somethin during the argument,u kip saying i step over ur head,very rude and then u hung up the phone..whywhywhy? and wen i did that back to u,u got so worked up and started saying mean things to me..haiz.. im so hurt.. u keep saying u hurt.. how bout me? to me i didint even raise my voice.. haiz.. :(

the lappie.

heyy peeps..wat maks u think that im not gonna blog here anymore?hhaa..just cause i hav tumblr now doesnt mean im gonna dump my blogspot ok..cos tis is where i started eversince i was in sec 5 till now..history will nvr be erased.. so ya..im so mad cos boifie bought me new labtop..ok..well its expensive and he insisted on buying me new one..haaaiizzz...u eh..im speechless and i dono wat to say.. well..one thing i can say is i love u.:)
heyaaa peeepssss...im temporarily moving to www. fiqah-ism.tumblr.com. :)

third week.

fuck this few days was a very busy one for me. i hate it to the fucking core. and ya i had to replace on a bloody damn saturday due to the mc i took due to the fever and sorethroat. thank to bf for accompanying me to the clinic. and ya i was scolded by the sister in the ward. like wat the hell man. overall the day doesnt get any better. faster attchment finish. im tired already.

lil bro made me laughed.

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hahaha.it was cute rather.. "'kak long nak main ngan abdul matin?" so i went to the living room and i saw the picture above.. matin drew this so called snake and ladder game on a piece of blank paper.. hahahahaha..and he used erasers... kekek la adk ku laki ni sorang.

he picked me up frm werk.:)

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finally one week of attachment is over. haaa.9 more weeeks to suffer.. anw to think bout it again,my new lecturer was not bad though.. she helped me alot when doing ECG on patient which is a good thing laa.. so yaa.. back to my title above,as usual we;ve been having a couple of arguments the past few days.. like f.. so he managed to made ammendments like wat he said to me on the phone just now.. met up after werk and had late lunch at al-ameen makan house and for the first time i had naan. sedap giler seh sampai tak leh masok lagi..hahhaa. the stretch of makan places along clementi road there was not bad,not forgetting the nasi lemak we had quite a number of times..yummmyyyyy.. we're on the phone just now and he said lots of the sweet of all the sweetest things on earth and its making me hard to believe..haaa..so yar... . md asri,kite sayang awak tau,takmu uat kite nanges lagi k..

2nd day

attachment for me tis time round was not so good one for me.. new group with new attitudes,not forgetting the lecturer. sux.. after a long break,suddenly for the next ten weeks,in the ward standing and pacing ard most of the time. damn my leg hurts! lazzyyyy la..haiz. ok im supposed to find out about bandages but guess im just too worn out.

wedding saturday

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i wanna say thank u to boifie for spending his sleep day with me and accompany me to my classmate's wedding so ya head to yishun for mariam's wedding. okla a simple one i must say.. so rite after that we head to woodlands since we had no other place to go beside northpoint which is a bit bored for me. so ya,,ape lag makan ah.. hahaha. asyek makan aje aku ni.. fish soup. muke pakcik2.hahahahahahaha jkjk. so ya gonna start my attachment tmr.. malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. ok da.tak tau nk ckp ape lagi.

umpama mimpi dalam mimpi.

tatkala sang suria menyinari jendela ku.. sinaran cahaya pagi itu cukup indah sekali, perasaan ceria dan gembira menyelubungi jauh di lubuk hatiku.. tiba-tiba ku tersentak,ku hanya mempunyai 4 hari untuk bersuka ria dan merehatkan tubuh ku ini. aduh sungguh malas sekali untuk ku berkerja sambil belajar selama 3 bulan yang akan datang. tapi tidak mengapa, selepas pengajian ku ini ku akan menjadi seorang jururawat yang ku impikan sejak kecil lagi. jika keputusan ku memuaskan,ku ingin melanjutkan pelajaran ke tahap diploma. mudahann cita-citaku akan tercapai. amcm ? hahaa.been ages since i wrote in bahasa melayu.

saye rindu awk:(

yeah.seriously i fucking miss my bf so much. its been 120 hrs which equals to 5 damn days ive not yet seen him. im sorry if ive been a fucked up gf the past FEW days its just i miss u. BADLY.

past 3 weeks

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attachment gonna start soon and im so not looking forward.. ive been slacking at home most of the time doing noting.. sleep on my bed..staring at the walls.. there was this once im so damn bored i took a pen and scribble on my hand. haaa.nila dnamekan takde keje.. yeah i remembered back in sec school i always drew on my hand.. ouh not the one like above just a simple heart shape or u noe those smaller ones. maybe thats the reason why my o levels result sucked big time. nvr pay attention in class. haha. i noe ive been abandoning my blog fo the past weeks.. its just that im more active on twitter now. but now worries i will continue update weneva i have the mood.. ive not been meeting my bf for some time now. i think he dont miss that much just like i do:(

its 2 in the morning

wahh,wen was the last time i stayed up tis late.. haa.. ok i was downloading some songs..so yeah.. im done nw. haa.noting to do.. and pS..MY TAGBOARD FEELS SO DEAD. its only bf who's tagging.. which includes me.. if this goes on i mite as well hav a combination of blogger account just for the both of us only to communicate. MENDAKK! people,where ar u? anyone??

and im still unwell

ive been goin in and out the toilet again. not being disgusting or wat but i keep passing loose stools.. and the tummy hurts.. i really hate the feeling of this nausea, ARGGGHHHHHH.

the ride.,

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remember those days whereby me and the bf wud sit outside vivo facing the view of sentosa and den our heads turned to the cable car hanging up above the sea.. "u nanti satu hari i akan bawa u naik cable car k"bf said to me during those days. and yess after months of anticipating,we finally sit our butts on the jewel box. of course thank u so much huney. its a very wonderful sight and the view from above the cabin was marvellous. i love u la hun.. sunday 190810 was the date where we went to the harbour front towers to queue for the ticket.. actually i wasnt really expecting that and its not that i force him or wat. gf giler tu maknye nyee hahaa.. and bf said he was serious and its sumting different for us anw.. so ya..took the ride all the way to sentosa.. not forgetting the weather was scorching hot. the spectacular view that was the ticket the jewel box... so upon reaching sentosa,decided to hang out at coffee bean, bf brought along his labtop so ape lagi,godeh2 la... hee...