An exception

i realise that working morning shift today was so damn tiring.the ever so irritating call bells. i realise that my whole body aches alot especially rite down the toes. i realise that my neighbour damn she's ##$%^$^%R in the arse.her screaming and nagging is like an old hag.the reason why i didnt take the lift with her. i realise that its been 2 days of not meeting boifie.lols. i realise that i got an asthma appointment tis fri,been quite some time i went to clinic D. i realise that im so damn broke now... i realise that ive got no job and i need cash to support myself. i realise that i still havemt shower till now. i realise that i need to be early for werk tmr. and finally. i realise that ive been typing the word realise without even realising it. wahahaaaaaaahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaksz and i realise the mother is so the nagging for using the comp.

he gave me this letter. the contents are so sweet. love u so much.

huney, i enjoyed every single second spent with you. those precious moment we had. the outings,picking me up frm werk. those craziness we had especially wen we're in the train. u travel all the way frm the east all the way to the west just to meet me. u even wanted to see me after u finished camp despite the training and the tiredness u had. u sacrificed alot for me.u shower me all the love and concern. each time our eyes met,ur natural brown eyes glowed like a diamond. ur personality really enlightens my day. remember on our 10 monthsary we sat down at pioneer and we talked and talked like nobody business.? i miss that huney. now ure off for ur bacinet for two months,im so gonna miss doin all that things with you. being with you by my side. its not the same. yes ive experienced it before during the days when u had the semb warve. but still.there will be times dat i wud just break down and cry. so hold me close, say the three words that u used to do. and u make my life worthwhile,...

wah.. time really flies. next week i will be in another ward. and ya. very tired. patients mostly friendly except a few. one nenek, she very the damn funny. haiz..cute la nenek. so ya mostly had the initials signed. competency still on the run. so ya. 1.2 very stressful indeed. lots of skill to be practiced. and ya my grandma on dad side was warded. visited her. most of the cp mates knew bout it. so ya.. dats just bout it. pm tmr and am the next day. tireddddddd

yest was the last day at watson. i tender my noticed. really had no choice cause that mother&**(*&^^%^%%$$%^&** is like so damn unreasonable. hate her to the core. im just a part timer for god sake, and ive been in tis company for more than a year. 2 years to be exact. F****(**^^$##$%^&*(()*^%#@#@. so ya. goodbye den.

on that sunday 1810o9 we went cycling at ecp. the first time i went cycling after so long. really enjoyed ourselves. the sun was shining. was quite humid.. and yap its a ph so yeap. damn packed with humans.lol dreaming of... me him us.. the below pic is him wanting to suap roti john kite beli kat pasar mlm. hahahaha.

heyyyy. been close to 3 weeks of MIA... hahaha..well.. just too tired and ya..its like only updating fb all the way and i totally forgot bout my der little bloggie here. so.. the 3 weeks of hols.. and ya.. out most of the time with who else if its not my dear boifieee.. and ya.. attachment resume after the sch hols.. 2nd week areadi. damn tired..

on dat day at vivo he gave me a box of chocs plus a frame of my name.. and a few days,, he gave me a very cute letter which has lots of meaning to it. lovelovelove u!! happy 10 months huney!!

went to city hall on dat monday, accompany boifie collect some voucher thingy. before that had oldchankey, after that ate laksa. den went to tamp,his mother actually gave me duit raye of 20 bucks.cool seh. thanks cik,den eat again, and dat nite had a terrible tummyache, until yest. serious.. so thats the effect of eating too much. makan lagi welcome to blk 212 tampiness st 23 peace so ya.enjoyed that day. and thanks for coming over yest despite my tummy aches alot, we had fun. learning some new dance steps. under the blk. wud u believe it. haaa.. kla. till here will be meeting rin n rose later.

now tell me which guy wud sacrifice his time to travel all the way frm the eastern side of tis small island we're living at,to the western side? MY BOIFIE WUD! haaa. seriously to the max i dint expect him to come over and fetch me tautau. and den a couple,in fact its more than that he wud gave me a suprise visit at my werking place. so sweeeeeettttt kan? and he told me tis, "u,i rindu u tau,kalau u tgl kat johor,seberang tambak ke, pon i sanggop sewa ruma n den jumpe u.." HAHAHAHAHAHAH!biar btol u?haha.. and after that had supper at takeaway b.lay intchange, we ate under the blk. and den he missed the last train. u ni, so i asked him to come back. i throw my atm card frm my window so that he cud take a cab home. he wanted to stay,asked me to go down for a while but me being the understanding gf asked him to go home and rest. before he went off,we ended up throwing pieces of notes cause my window is nearby my mum's bedroom window and i dont want him to talk so loudly ...

im quite upset for this year raya. well maybe its a bit different. compared to the previous years. the fun only lasted during first and second day of raye. after dat its like any normal days. kindda mish my frens. alot! haiz. guerindubangatsamarinrosehafizah .

These are the words that tear you apart (So I'm sorry) And these are the words that take you away (As two hands open doors) And these are just words they'll tear you apart (So I'm sorry) When no one here will say what needs to say (To steal my life away) Climbing on the way up, Sizing up the competition, Waiting for the right time, Strike a chord and change your life It's this air and time that's bringing me home again A lame attempt at playing the part again now In a place you don't know And this stance as sturdy as leaves in a storm (Don't you ever think for one-second) The premise and motive fueling blank faces (That I will forget) The fool in a place you don't know (The reasons that I cried) In this place, you don't New medicines should ease this pain. They're the only ailment for it. All over again New medicines should ease this pain. They're the only ailment for it. All over again Regret's how I spell your name In light of what you ...

i checked my results. well... as i wat expected, okla,bit devastating,but hey.still improvement. shukur alhamdulilah. speaking of improvement,hmm..i was thinking of moving out. not moving house, but moving to a new website for my homepage. how? there's tumblr,on sugar.... but its not that easy u noe. tis dear bloggie had been with me for 4 years and its quite a pain if i let it go. on the other hand,people need to move on too.make changes in their life. ala..donolah.