Insomnia , u know when u can actually choose to rest when the kids are all soundly asleep but here I am pondering about irrelevant stuff. Sometimes I feeeel so stupid or naive or I don’t know gullible?. U know u can really tell if someone actually appreciate the stuff u did. Apparently not I shud just keep silent.
Wow just wow… I managed to recover my blogger email and password and tadaaaa… my last entry ,vividly remember I drafted and publish it at work after attending to my last patient concurrently waiting for my shift to end.. ahh those days in raffles hosp.. of cos back then I was carefree; not much responsibility. Fast forward things change ..two’s a tango three’s a crowd they say.. alhamdulilah blessed with 2 boys and a girl.., can be overwhelming at times. Contented ,definitely.however; Still waiting for that moment for me to get back to the corporate world. miss having adult conversations . Sometimes I talk to the wall. . Pls don’t call me crazy.. And of cos the one ☝🏻 الله سبحانه وتعالى
the words of an unbroken heart explains it all.. no matter how much we wanted it,if its not meant to happen then it will never happen.. truth,it hurts but deep down the anxiety awaits. emotions.. mixed feeling,sparkling these senses beneath. the urge rumbling.. beyond the satisfaction. despair not.
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