these eyes wont just shut

its 3 in the morning.
and ya.guess its same as the previous entries.
those long2 time.whereby till this hour i wont sleep.

just cant put my head on the pillow snuggle myself to lala land.
i dont noe why.
maybe im too sensetive?
or maybe im just being egoistic.

well..
i am who i am inside u noe.
some things just cudnt change.
but still i will try to compromise.

cause i noe for now ure the best thing in my life.
despite all those tears ive shed for u.
those things u said.

u noe u ar the first guy that i gave all my heart with.
haiz.am i happy?
let time tells everything.

was it u who spoke the words that things wont happen to me..
arethingsgonnahappennaturally?

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