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well,i secrewed up big time for my psychiatric test. wat i studied didnt even came out. multiple choice qn was tough. structured qn lagi tough giler.anyhow scribbled down the answers. so yeah another project coming up. behavioural science group project.haiyaa.psychiatric case study havent even complete, double the werk load nw. wah..stress stress stress... and ya thanks hun for helping me alot. lucks on ur ICA training. way to go seargent to be.hehee

rainy thurs

its a thurs and ya. woke up otw to sch and its raining, recahed skul and yeah i was caught under the rain. the bus was packed too. so today, no s&w class. best kape... well nafa's over.so today no pe la kan. hahhaa. well..manage to escape yest nafa. sape mau layan lari 2.4 sume. sempot siak. hehhee.. well im at nadia's hse now. 4 hrs of break. dayang,nana n nad all sleeping infront of the tv. im the only one awake typing this entry. tgok dorang tdo aku pon mcm nak tdo jgak. haha. class resume later at 2. damn lazy la plak yer. still thinking wether i shud go sch or not tmr. and ya i still havent start doin my psychiatric project. ish..malas..malas.. n hopefully attachment pay is already in. pokai beb.

the almost break up,

it was at harbour front and we decided to settle it once and for all. i was really frustrated wit him. and ya he keep on saying sorry and yadiyadiya... i wanna leave him and go wit dat new guy but den again.i still love my asri. like they say love is blind. it overcomes everytin. but still i hav to be stern,and ya i walk away, well i cud see in his eyes,the tears but u noe being the man,the ego in them..they wudnt want to show that they actually cried in front of us girls. so ya.guesss its over. well...not yet..he said he learnt his lesson and wudnt want to neglect me ever again.so ya better keep ur words,or else u noe the consequences later on.. nanti aru nak menyesal. so better treat me right k huney. it takes two hands to clap. anw i wanna thank ruhainah for being there wen that guy whom i called boyfriend wudnt wanna see me cause of his selfishness. n thanks for consoling me,cheering me up. dowanna lose a dear feen like u k rin.
woah woah..ape ni fiqah.. dont sad2 la. maken bnyk pk,maken stress,maken stress,maken sempot dtg nanti. well..i dono wat to type here. hahaa. ouh ya..best thing bout tues is that i start class at 12pm beb. yayness.only 6 hrs of school. starting to do my psychiatric project and im doin a case study on bipolar. ala..mcm cite nora's wedding concept tu.. but that one involves her reflection which is the mirror la. in actual life,it just involves our own self. tis person will usually hav mood swings,can get so hyper at times and suddenly depression.like there's no meaning to life..so ya..if i were to type and continue.nampak gayene sampai besok pon tak habes.. so ya..its just for your info je.hhee. haha.anw. a close fren of mine advise me,not to think bout wateva that has been happenning.people do change.either for the good or the worse.he really cheered me up during those times that im down. wat can i say,a friend in need is really a friend indeed. i treasure the friendship we bui
Sayup hilang Rahsiaku selamanya Untuk aku terus menyintai dirimu Aku pendam Jadi khazanah semalam biar masa menentukan segala.. Setelah aku mielihat mu berubah Tutur laku tiada menjaga hati Apa guna rahsia inikan ku persembahkan.. Ku cuba pertahankan perasaanku Namun kau terus menduga Kesabaran ini Dipersenda.. Kiranya hujan turun membasahi diri mu Itulah air mata dari hatiku Menghitung hari-hari bersama Namun aku dikecewa Andainya ada bayu membelai wajahmu Ia membawa kata pesan dariku Aku kini dapat menerima perubahan dan kerinduan ini..:( dedicated to u md asri.
2nd week of school and its a very tiring one for me. most of the days finish at 6. hell ya.not to mention bout projects. went to see a doctor for my asthma and i was shocked the bill costs me over 80 bucks. tula mak ckp peg appoinment selalu tak pergi kan.last min sempot aru nak terkial2 carik obat. boyfriend? well.maybe its just me that always hav tis feeling.. i miss the times that we went out togeher. sit down at pioneer,talking crap.. u drop nearby my blk.. and i cooked sumting nice for u. well..its all dead and gone now. on the other hand he's busy with his job and he wants to spend more time wit his family. who am i to oblige that rite? im just letting out my saddness here. btw he's sick now. get well soon oraites. ;(
three more days and im so not looking forward to school. haizzz.. well i must say that boyfie is slowly turning back to his oldself, that is wat he keep repeating to me on the phone yest.. i really hope u mean it k. anw it was mum's bdae yest. happy birthday ibu. hheehe. went to vivo wit sis yest.. bought mum tis cotton on bag . very nice. met up with the bf as soon as sis head off to werk. and we had dinner at fig&olive. SCRUMTIOSLY nice. hahha. it was way different wen i ate wit nas last time. hmm.. maybe the dish back then was not up to my taste bud. so i want to thank bf for the veerryy yummy dinner. well.. we went towrapped mum's gift. and ya my skills of wrapping ,i must say boleh tahan la. cause i remember back then working at watson i used to wrap so many boxes for customers especially during cgristmas.. well i miss those times weking there. so ya.. secret receipe was our next stop. mum loves cheesecake, bought her 2 different slices. worth it. so ya head back hom