tis fucking headache is killing me. and ya the i/v retest. sheesh i dont even noe wats wrong wit me. haiz. isit me or isit just the way its meant to be.? tell me why aint nothing but a heartache tell me why aint nothing but a mistake. tell me why?
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its rather devastating wen u showed all ur care and concern towards that somone, called him every single second to make sure he's ok, msged him if he's alright, especially wen he's not well. get all tensed up and worried if he doesnt reply back, put him first more than anyting else in tis world, . and wen im sick,i dont get the same kind of treatment. i was pushed aside. do i deserve it? nah. better off with other guys who really cares. dont just say when no reaction is done. :(
HAHAHAHAHAHA! finally i found the camera. its inside my parents room. and yes i would like to share my wonderful trip to this kampon which shoots,i forgot the name located at gelang patah jb. wow,the view there was suprbly superb. the kampong was on the sea itself. interesthing how they built it using just piles of woods. yap i get to ride two different modes of transportation there. its a daily basics for them to travel using the boat and the bike, mind you they dont use helmet and ya the kids as young as 12 years already knew how to ride a bike. envy them sia!! and ya i wanna go there again! abg ayim showing me how to control the bike.,hm,i was thinking shud i upload the video.?nearly fell off the bike. us.and the view, get to be on the boat.cud even climb frm the house stairs to the sea otw home.feeling tired 15/2/10. was the date. enjoyed it so much!
im so pissed now, i cudnt find my camera to upload pics during the jb trip. ah bingitla.nila klau bnyk sgt anak2 kat umah,tangan satu2 gatal. da pakai letak la alek. anw its been 2 days im on mc. cough and runny nose. and the mild infection i had on my toe. haiz.miss school again. 2 more weeks to exam. projects and tests. haiz. brain jammed.
the day was 14/2/10. our 14 mths together. and the special thing it falls on a valentine. well. dont really celebrate that much. due to the insufficient cash he has. well nvmd.its ok. i aint ask for any expensive shoes,leather bag or even jewellery. let me be the understanding gf for u k. all i want is the love care and concern. so ya,the little cash he had, he treat me,coffee bean. well..the food there was quite ex but still worth it. downtown east e hub was the place, an first it was a choice between eating sushi or coffee bean, thinking and thinking. okla coffee bean jela. and den i felt like doin some entertainment. i plead boifie plz plz can we go arcade? hahhaa.play our favourite game basketball. and we almost beat the highest score kan u, den we play the para2 game. cute boifie swinging his arms. den we played yang game kaki. tu lag slow giler. but we managed to clear all the stages. budak aru blaja la dkatekan. so ya enjoyed the day. i had rosemary chicken him her . caught sle
its a saturday, and im dead stuck bored at home. btw boifie shud picked me up at sch yest.finished class at 1030 call and call. still sleeping. wahlau. ok nvmd. waited at tamp library for an hour, called again still no answer. by that time i was super duper pissed. tears in my eyes,but i sucked it in. so i walked off, i saw tis familiar person. it was don!! my gosh i miss that guy so much. he in his army uniform. hahaa.thank god he accompanied in the train half way journey back. initially wanna go lepak just like the good old days, den i saw 2 missed calls. was frm him. "baby,u kat mane?i aru bangon seh. angkat my call plz baby"? yelah tuu. yadiyadiyaaaaaa. he asked to meet at wdlands. say goodbye to don. again waited for 2 hrs plus. serios bleh jadi giler. tapi sayang nye pasal snggop tunggu. i broke the record of waiting. the last time i waited for a fren. it was 2 hrs. i cried like mad. who likes to wait? tis time?it was 4 hrs. he reached causeway at 230. baik kan. well..
anw,last sun, the whole family had dinner outside. the location was at ayam penyet ria,jurong point. verryy nice. was down wit flu dat day. so ya. been so long since we had sumtin as a whole family. and i remembered the next day was my geron test, did not really studied. and yesss,there's no failure in my class. way to go G class. me and the third sis fatin,myra and qilah the rice. wootsss. cant wait to wat out again wit the fam!
like finally after 354e76 days . finally meet up wit the bestie frm sec sch rose nazirah. hahaa. i noe ive been busy wit sch and stuffs. totally sorry bout it. dinner at banquet imm was fufilling enough. ya did a bit of catching up. talk cock. hahaaa. den we walk,the walk talk the talk. and suddenly she asked me wether do i still wanna eat again? well. i dont mind if she still wanna grab a snack or sumtin. and den she pulled me into swensens. ko biar betol beb. she happily said kau blanje la. wah dgr2 ku ade duit. and den she replied akula belanje!~ aya,dat gal ah. posing mauts. erm,wat do u think tis it? yummy chocalate i like ice cream fondue.superly superb as usual muke mc sememek. ah,aru lawa sikit. thans for the lovely treat darl!
wow. ive been in ite simei for a year plus. and tis is my first time using the comp at the library. hahahaaa. stylee.. compared to the last time schooling at ite clementi,it was way different. here we tapped our ezlink card to booked for the comp. but at clementi,kite main masok je. i remembered it was called self excess. suddenly i missed those times with the clique. qyd,liya,sha and lili. teacher asked to do project, but we played comp game, crazy taxi. competing wit qyd. hah,miss that crazy whacky gal, thanks to her i listened to some few hardcore songs. ok snap,back to reality. it was geron lesson but teacher gave us time to complete the projects; haiz.i hate projects. speaking of one,bio project coming. sial ah.' stress stress stress.
yest sucks. i hate her. she was so fucking mean. gosh. PMS kape siak. or jgn2 tak dapat semalamnye.. hahahaaa. well wateva it is, its ok, i screwed up. there's always the retest rite. look on the bright side k. haiz,still abit of disappointment. thank god boifie picked me up yest, he was there to cheered me up. and not to think bout it too much. head to parkway parade. it was in the afternoon dat finally i ate something. famous amos is wat boifie bought for me firstly. my favourite. banquet was the next stop for our proper lunch. he had chicken rice and i,seafood horfun. he snapped the pics below. sempat ek posing aku.ish2 sibuk jela bdak2 kat blakang tuu jambu tak?hahaha perasan siak aku. slurpyyy slurp.. and u noe wat happened next? suddenly my tummy felt uncomfortable. i wanna throw up. and yes i did. ish2.the effect of having lunch on an empty stomach. bloated. so took the bus, stopped by kfc at kallang. boified shared his stories playing soccer wit his mates there. very nic
friday,the day which im looking forward to each week. why? simply cause the weekends are around the corner. and its the only day i get to leave sch earlier at 11.. best kann. things got better with boifie. a promised that he will changed. after showing the letter, he realised he dont wanna lose me. tau pon taknk ilang i. jgn sakitkan ati org lagi k. and ya the past few days, he treat me just like first few months we were together. ronmatic?hahahaaa. must stay that way ok. haiz. sceond year student, its really tough. projects and phase test and class test. wahhhh. brain jammed. thank god i passed my bio class test. managed to achieved 80%, so happy la!! tmr,iv drip phase test. dammit,wish me all the best k. so nervous liao!