IM SUCH A FREAKING CRY BABY. HAIZ. WHY CANT I BE STRONG DESPITE U NOT BEING MY SIDE,HUNEY. *classmate of mine back in sec sch just passed away at the age of 20 due to a motorbike accident. u were a friend, a classmate. eventhough we were not so close. u will always be remembered deep down in our heart. "KAU NI ANULAH SKIRT KAU BTOL2,MARILAH SINI AKU BETOLKAN.KAN DA LAWA SIKIT." that was her first ever sentence to me wen we first get to know each other back in sec one during the red cross camp held at commonwealth sec. smoge allah mencucuri rahmat mu nur harfirah abdul rahman. amin.
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received my pay slip at watson just now and i was shocked. it stated there till shortage -$20.80 wat the hell.they already deduct it the previous month.and they deduct it again. nonsense sia. how cud they made tis type of mistake. dgr2 aku keje tak penat suke2 je deduct sembarangan. and guess wat? ive been werking at watson for more than a year now hoping dat i could go to the annual dinner and dance. but guess not. its only a dream i guess waste of my time. i remember i bought a vest and dress for d&d last year but in the end i couldnt go. now im elligeble cause its been a year and 5 months as a part timer at watson. continue werking there wen i knew in the end the event will not be held tis year. wahh. im so bored now. bang..bang.. u shot me down.. bang bang.
just reached home. yesaaaa..5 days of attachment at yishun poly is finally over. learnt alot of new stuff.. so its back to nuh again next week. and tis time its gonna be very busy.. anw. i was walking otw back at yishun interchange suddenly tis young lady approached me. she-"wats ur age?" me-"21" she-"wah u very cantik and ur face all very pretty" me-"erm ok" she-"u got boyfren rite?ur boifren sure hansome wan" she-"we are offering tis promotion of spa massage and slimming...." i was like wateva shit dat is..and she suddenly pulled me to her booth and started to so called force me to buy all those stuff.. and she began harrasing. she-"ok nvmd if u dont have money can deposit 10 dolars." me-"sorry i dont want ah,no money" she-"faster give me 10 dollars faster!" i was horrified by her reactions eh hello,i said no means no la. why force sia. bodo pe? for almost 20 yrs of my live nvr once i met annoy
finally met up wit boifie after a few days of not seeing each other. haiz. well time fly by so quickly. met him at yishun yest after my werk. went to juction 8.. den to amk hub. sat at pioneer.our favourite place to just sit and talk. share our feelings towards each other. just now. did not went for werk. met him at jurong poly. took mc due to my cough. den ate at aiman cafe located at je. saw shuqun teachers.. walk to yuhua village. and continue walking till we were at b.batok. imagine dat far. sat at mcd. and for the first time i saw tears in his eyes. he was crying. basically he did not enjoy his duty there. and he said he's gonna mish me. well huney,im gonna mish u too. sent him off. haiz. cant wait to see him again. missing him lots. love u lots huney.
been very busy.. okla..not actuali busy but more to the lazy side of updating tis blog.. simply cause i was not in a mood due to the fact dat my boifie will be goin away! so sad:( boifie will be starting his duty patrolling and all dat millitary duties at sembawang warves for two months. in fact he already started a few days ago. and seriously i cried like a baby.not wanting him to go. we've been seeing each other almost everyday.hell ya everyday. we spent time talking,goin to places we've never been before. its either he will pick me up frm werk at watson or i met him somewhere. haiz huney..im gonna mish all those times. i wonder if im strong enough to face tis two upcoming months without u by my side. so the past few days we've been spending time together..watching 3 movies in 3 straight days. 17 again wit ite mates khai n sab sell out and angels and demons. i must say 17 again was like damn humorous.sell out hmm..okokla..artistic type of storyline.fall asleep half way t
oh ya.. for mothers day which is coming in these few days, i bought mum..... tadaaaaaa. a sanyo 8.1 megapixels anti blur shake digicam worth 237 bucks. take that ppl.. hahhaaaaa well..wat can i say.. its not always dat i bought mum an expensive gift.. u noe wat mother, even though u like to nag nag and nag.. i still love u. kasih ibu tiada bandinganye. cehdebah. yap dat it is. ni pompan giler nga posing.haa btw i bought it at sim lim square. kla. werk later 5pm. wanna rest. malas nak ckp psl bende lain. sakit hatiiiiiiii.
ok i admit im selfish,rude, self centred controlling galfren. why still hang on? fucked up fucked up fucked up. i hate wen im in tis situation. boifie.wen will u change? if u love me,u wudnt hurt me rite. yes,i always show attitude. but u noe rite i will not start it wen u urself at first did not start tiz whole shit thingy. u tink i like we always argue? u tink i like? fuck all tis crap.. How can I decide what's right.. When you're clouding up my mind? I can't win your losing fight All the time Not gonna ever own what's mine.. When you're always taking sides.. But you won't take away my pride .No, not this time.. How did we get here? When I used to know you so well.
Lets play a game, let's pretend for a second .. You dont know who I am, and what I do Lets just put it to the side. I can feel your heart beating, I can hear you breathing Look into your eyes, try to see into your mind, see into your soul. No limits to the levels me and you can go, When it's me thats in control But it's something bout you that makes me wanna change I like the way you play the game I like the way you take away the pain, The way you tell me that you want it, not sayin a thing The way you got me going, got me going out of my brain I see us going at it, going in and out of them lanes Tell me .. Whatcha thinking about when you got me waiting patiently And usually I don't have to wait for nobody. But there's something about you that really got me feelin weak, And I'm trying to find the words to speak. Your dreams fulfilled, Unforgivable, Im gonna put your limits to the test .. Your pulsating, your heart is beating out of your chest .. Your hypervent