20 randoms facts bout me.. 1)shower with the lights oFF..i dont noe why.. 2)i dont like to wait..i will burst into tears if i wait for that particular person for too long..say 1 hr..really.. 3)tend to forget where i put my stuff..careless la to be specific.. 4)whenever im inside the bus or wherever the place is,after taking out my wallet i always did not zip my bag.. 5)very lazyyyyyy.. 6)i hate to wash the dishes.. 7)mum says i can cook,but yah due to the lazyness attitude i had,i simply dont bother to go to kitchen and ya cook sumtin.. 8)I dont eat onions. 9)i like to play ard wit my hair..finding split ends. 10)i get jealous easily..even wit my own siblings.. 11)complain..complain..complain is all i ever did.. 12)can say im the last min type of gal..like to do things last min.. 13)i can be quiet at times but once im in the mood..i LAUGH OUT LOUD..even inside the train.wit my frens la..takkan nk ktawe sorang2 kan..tak btol tu namenye.. 14)can be abit blur2 at times..bile sume da tau,a
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how can i decide wats right? wen ure clouding up my mind.. i cant win ur losing fight all the time.. nor i cud ever own wats mind wen ure always taking side.. but u wont take away my pride.. not tiz time.. how did we get here? wen i used to noe u so well.. the truth is hiding in ur eyes.. and its hanging on ur tongue.. just boiling in my blood.. but u think i cant see. wat kind of man dat u are.. wen ure not a man at all.. do u see wat we've done? we're gona make a fool out of ourselves.. i think i noe.. there is sumting i see in u.. it already killed me.. and dat is the truth.
iniatially the plan for today was to go karaoke ing with fidah and her frens..at chevrons but then it was changed to another place at cash studio in orchard.. orchard?? hmm..too far for me..some more my ezlink da tgl bape sen aje.. im running out of cash!! haiz.. so i rejected that outing.. sori k gal.. so stayed at home.. off day today.. as usual become a part time maid.. cleaning,the washing the folding.. and ya cooking!! my skill of cooking was being put to a test! hahahahaha.. kla..i cooked something simple.. fried veggies and fried rice.. and i tasted it.. super duper yummy! anw.. im getting used to travelling to sch in the mrt now.. all the way frm west to east.. and i really like the view frm the sch itself.. beside expo can even see the changi airport tower.. superb! ya u can see two tracks here an areoplane!hahaa jakon sak can u see the tower??klau tak nampak sah rabon.. and ya dats me in nursing studies class wearing reza specs.. haaaa.tkde keje... mane tak..her lesson te
woke up tiz morning with my whole body aching alot.. serious sia.. dont feel like goin sch.. sakit nye ya ampun.. but i forced mysef to get up on my butt and go sch.. tiz is all because of that pe lesson i had yest.. run ard the stadium track two rounds doin the broad jump including sit up.. practise for napfa.. nila da lame aku tak exercise.. nah ambek kau..rasekan. sch finished at 6 just now.. wahhhhhhhhhhh.. very the penat..nursing studies learnt how to transfer patient frm bed to wheelchair.. den for bioscience studied bout blood vessels all dat.. yadiyaaaa.. kla.. i wanna go eat dinner and revise my notes.. tooodlessssssssssa
ok.. maybe i shudnt quit.. wat was i thinking sia?????? tiz is wat i want.. ive been wanting tiz course since like foreva.. i was really upset wen i failed the first interview.. now wen i got it.. i will not let it go.. perseverance.. is all i need.. hopefully action speak louder than words here. haaaa! i wanna say my biggest tankiu to khai.. he's taught me bio science yest.. infact the 8 of us studied together at kak rubina's hse.. he taught me cardiovascular.. at first it was really tough to absorb all of it.. but slowly i read and understand... and i managed to get the whole thingy right into my brain.. so..terime kacih bnyk2 khai. dan yang lain.. so i guess i just keep on holding.. tahan..tahan..tahan... random pics of us below. me n mango dlm klas sempat ambek pic me mango n zuri heeee kla..dats all for today. frm private to recruit and to be lance corpral.. advance congrats boifie!
hello world.. wow.its a while since i last update this bloggie of mine.. been veryveryvery busy with sch and stuff.. and wen there's free time,i still chose not to update cause of the laziness attiude that i had in me.. so how's sch? okla.. my class.. JN0901G.. tak ke panjang tu... haaa.. made some new frens.. mostly guys in the clique.. okla..very frenly.. if im not mistaken,2nd day of orientation. reza,abg man,zuri,yoz and me! inside the train otw home.. and i tell u nursing is really a very challenging course.. damn lots of terms and things dat need to be memorized.. subjects mostly consist of bio science and nursing studies.. SUSAH SEH!!! and ya.. iwas so stressed i fall sick.. 2 days of mc.. its just the second week.. and i really feel like giving up... just cudnt take all of it anymore.. i cried for like two days two nights.. thinking wether i shud keep holding on or just let it go.. my mum,my sisters,my boifie,and some of my closest fren.. advice me not to quit.. tapi nt
dear god, how time flies.. its already 2009.. i noe tiz past years.. i have been a very badbadbad girl.. please forgive all my sins and the wrong things dat i shudnt have done.. all i can say is dat every human is not perfect.. but within that imperfection,lies a spark which make me realise that i am who i am INSIDE.. i will continue to stay strong and have faith in myself..even though i can be weak,gulliable and pesimesstic at times.. please clear all these negative thoughts in my mind.. do give me the encouragement living in this world.. long life FOR ME the love ones..frens and families.... dear god.. please give my boifie the health and long life.. and sucess in everything he does. hopefully he gets to sign on as a regular with the army and can defend our country with pride.. do give him the self control..as in takmu noti2 slalu tau..(lets just be open) lastly, hopefully we can last long. amin..ya rabal alamin..
watsup homies haaaa... before i begin... HAPPY 2009 yaw........ i noe..its kindda late to wish but heyss.. its 2009 already.. so this means... i'l be starting school... TMR!!!!!!!! omg.. getting abit nervous ya... had the medical check up yest at sata.. all kind of test i took.. rushed to werk after that.. den went to boifie place.. at tampiness.. i noe its damn far.. and the chance to explore abit around tampiness area.. very nice....its not always u get to travel to the eastern part of spore.. went back home after that.. very tired.. had this dream.. please hopefully it wont come true. nari aku off..yay!! apelagi.. tdo ah kat umah..penat sak.. heeeee i dont wanna lose you.. yes i wanna hold you.. i dont wanna make u sad and make u cry...